The Dirty Little Secret

3

I walked in and my ears got banged with music. It was so loud. I bite my lip hard. I looked for Alex. But I really couldn't find him. I shrugged it off. Ellie was dancing with some dude. I looked at her oddly and rolled my eyes. She smirks at me.
"Get a beer Payton!" She calls.
I rolled my eyes again and went to go grab my self a beer. As I walked into the kitchen I stop right in my foot steps. I saw Alex making out with another girl. My eyes went wide and my mouth drop. Alex turn to me with a smile but then drop when he saw me. His eyes wide, it looked like he had fear in his eyes.
"Payton...I-I can explain." He stutters.
I shook my head and started to walk away. I felt tears in my eyes. But..I can't let him know he's hurting me. I put my hands cover my stomach. I felt like couldn't breath. I felt Alex hand grab my arm. For some reason I felt all anger ready to come out. I pushed him away.
"Get the hell away from me!" I screamed.
He looked at me. Just stared at me shocked. Tears fell down my face.
"Payton...let me explain please.." He says.
I shake my head no. And push him away. I got to the kitchen, the girl looks at me with sadness in her eyes. I grab a beer. I turn to her and started to slam on the beer. I lean on the counter.
"I'm so sorry.." She says.
I just nodded at her. I can tell she d had sadness in her eyes. But..what I was supposed to say? 'Oh yah it's totally okay! No worry.' No I wouldn't say that. I just walked away from her. I sat down on the couch with a few beers by me. I keep slamming on them. One by one. Another after another.

I saw Callie. She was gripping a girl thigh. And another girl was behind her, the girl behind her was traveling down Callie body. I bite my lower lip and shrugged it off. I'm surprised no one fused saying anything. I just shrugged at her. I keep drinking beer.

I felt super dizzy. I was dancing with random people. Giggling and smirking.  I love feeling like I'm actually free. I lean in someone back. And wrapped my arm around his neck. He was so slim, he like he had a girls body. I didn't care at that moment. I just needed someone.

Callie POV

I was dancing with Payton. My hands were traveling up and down her body. I was gripping her thigh. She kept dancing with me.

It was about 2 am and we kept dancing. I was tired of dancing a while ago. She laughed and pulled away.
"I'm tired out baby." She slurred.
She gives me a soppy smile and starts to walk away. I looked at her as she walked and I followed her. I grab her hand softly and help her into the and lead her to a room. She giggled for no reason as we kept walking. I lead her to a room and laid her down. She closes her eyes fast. And pass out. My hands travel down her one last time.
"Only if you remember me.." I whisper.