Confusion

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He pulled my shorts off!

"What are you doing?" I questioned.

"Shhh relax"

I braced myself for him to enter me.
But instead I was met with his tongue.

He slowly licked on my clit before pushing a finger inside of me.

He pushed his fingers in and out as he licked up all my juices. I grabbed the back of his head gripping his hair pulling him forward. He began fucking me with his tongue while his finger was still inside me. It felt so good. He then took his finger out of me. Grabbing me by my waist and pulling me closer to his face. He began licking and sucking faster and harder.

I was moaning loudly. I trusted my waist forward fucking his face.

I gripped his head and my body shook violently as I came.

He came up to me losing on my neck while pulling off the rest of my clothing and his.

He pecked me on my lips before he entered me and began slowly thrusting in me. My nails dug into his back. God he was blessed.

I wrapped my legs around his waist as he stroked long and slow. He then flipped us over so that I was now on top. I rode him. What was this man doing to my body?

He rolled us back over again grabbing my breast and sucking on them a bit.

"Ahhh fuk" I groaned!

I"Goodnight handsome" I said as I rested my head against Zade's chest and listened to his heart beat steadily.

I started to rock my hips faster to meet his thrust as he started to move faster.
We came together I had to admit the sex was great.

But what I didn't expect was him saying I love you in my ear.

I just smiled

"You no I love you right?"

I just nodded

"Well do you love me?"

"Of course I do!"

"Goodnight handsome" I said as I rested my head against Zade's chest and listened to his heart beat steadily.

"Dream bout me"
"I don't have a choice my love"
And with that I melted.

I sighed. As my feelings for him got stronger. He was ridiculously sweet.

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The next morning he'd waken me up with  a sinfully hot kiss to tell me he had some business to take care of and that he'd meet up with me later that day.

An hour later he'd sent a simple but ridiculously sweet text that made me smile every time I thought about it
The text read:

'I can't stop thinking about you.'

I was in a good mood and decided to call my mom. After l shed been blowing up my phone for the past couple days and I kept shooting her messages that I was busy and that I'd get back to her but I never did.

The phone rang twice before she picked up

"Mom!?"

"Oh so you've now remembered that you actually have a mother. Besides I love and miss you darling!  You had me worried Princess"

"Mom im fine How are you? "

" I'm better now that I've heard from you.... What's been going on in your life lately?"

"Mom you wouldn't believe"

I told my mom how much has happened in such a short space of time and to my surprise her response was not what I expected.

To say my mom disapproved was an understatement. She gave me an earful. I was shocked though, my mother was always one to follow her heart. She was a hopeless romantic.

"Mom I'm sorry to disappoint you but I've already made my mind up" I was furious.

She was being extremely judgemental for no apparent reason.

"Its my decision, my life, and besides I love him and"

She cut me off

"Love him you've known the guy for five minutes"

"Since when does love have a time frame? You can date someone for years and still not be in love with them. You can't force something that isn't there! But with Zade and i, we know its there. So yeah, maybe we know each other for five minutes. Five minutes was a it took for us to realize we love each other"

I hung up the call afterward. I didn't mean to but I couldn't have anymore of that conversation.

Why did I get so offensive? I loved my mother dearly! She was always there for me. I just thought she would be the one person to understand me and my latest decisions.

What she said did hurt but I guess I was more disappointed than hurt.

If anyone I needed my mother.... I decided to brush it off. My mother and I always had a great relationship and I knew sooner or later she would come around.

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