Where am I?

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As I was packing my things I saw a flash of white light and I was in a field of flowers, birds chirping happily and no sign of civilization in site. It was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I felt an overwhelming sense of happiness rush over me and I doubled over laughing like something was so funny, I just couldn't stop. As I rolled around in the grass laughing like a mad woman I saw a glimpse of a woman in a white dress spinning and dancing among the flowers. I suddenly stopped laughing and sat straight up seeing no one and nothing new but alone willow tree, just like the one out side of Cas' house. I got up slowly and walked towards it and once I reached the lone tree I studied the bark seeing if it was real, if I was dreaming. Then again, I was the woman dancing and twirling among the flowers. She was so beautiful, ten times more Beautiful then I could ever be with golden hair and bright blue eyes. This woman had a perfect smile and was ever so petite but once I looked over towards her she vanished and left me terrified and stranded in a now waist land of dried up grass and dying rose bushes. I looked from left to right but nothing. Breathing heavily, the beginning of a panic attack. I tried to slow my heart rate and talk low but it came out harsh and demanding.

"WHERE AM I?!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and the grass went back to beautiful and green, I was sitting beside the old willow once more and the woman in white was slowly approaching me. I slide down the base of the tree, frightened and hugged my knees to my chest in a desperate and childish act of the old wizard of oz trick 'there's no place like home' I thought over and over again even though I knew it wouldn't help. She stepped closer and closer, the gap between us fading the her face becoming even more beautiful by the second. By the time she reached my side and sat beside me I felt like I had sat beside her before, I was no longer afraid and I uncurled from my childhood state. She had the kindest eyes, the only other time. I've seen them were from two boys I thought I knew. The even more beautiful smile to match, so kind and so caring. She slowly put her hand out to me like I was a wild animal and if she moved too quickly I'd just run off into the Forrest.

"Who are you" I spoke quietly because if I were any louder it would seem like yelling compared to the state the field was in.

"Someone who is kind, who is watching over you... And who knows that no matter what happens to you, to who you become... You'll never set foot back in that house" she spoke softly and traced the lines on my palm watching me with her eyes. Tears pricked my eyes and she wiped them before they fell

"How do you know about home" I said even quieter then the first time

"There's no need to wonder, there's no need to be scared either. I know your secret Madison and it's not something to be ashamed of" she said and put a strand of my longhair behind my ear. I slowly looked up at her

"My powers?" I said with it sounding even more stupid out loud then it did in my head

"Your magic Madison, a great magic... I should know, I'm the one who was before you." She gave me a soft smile and lifted my chin.

"Do not give up just yet beautiful girl, those boys will not throw you out. They know you're special and they know how much you need protected. Don't leave the house or you'll be caught" she spoke again with an urgent look in her eyes.

"But what do I do with this curse?! I don't know what I'm capable of..." I said tearing up again and staring at my hands

"It's not a curse sweet heart... Just read the book and listen to the wand" she spoke, slowly fading.

"Wait! Don't go! I don't want to be alone anymore!" I screamed and ran towards her as she got pulled away by nothing and slowly faded

"Listen to the book and wand" she spoke again and she was gone. I fell to the ground sobbing before I felt someone pushing against my arm and I woke up in Cas' room with him and Gabriel over me looking worried. I sat up quickly and hugged cas as tight as possible, he rubbed my back.

"Shhh, just tell us what happened" he spoke softly and Gabe nodded

"We will help you" he said with concern and regret in his eyes. It's like his mind was completely changed from an hour ago, from when he wanted to kick me out till now and now he wants me to stay?

"But just an hour ago you told me to leave..." I said wiping tears and pulling out of the hug with cas. They both looked at me strangely and shook their heads.

"That was over a day ago Madison..." Cas said and Gabe felt my head.

"After you left me and cas with those memories of you being home we had a change of heart" he started even though I saw a slight lie

"We chased you into here and you were passed out on the floor mumbling things about a woman in white and a field of flowers. We kept you company and waited for you to wake up. Neither of us have slept since then" cas finished and pat my head.

"Wait I was out for more then a day?!" I screamed in horror and they both slightly laughed as they told me the events of my little knock out session. Great, hopefully this won't Happen again...

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