Not an angel.

Love is a Powerful thing

Lucinda.

That was her name.

6 feet of blonde fury and an attitude to match.

She is most definitely a witch.

It's week one of being in the mansion, things have happened. The only friend I've made was Marie and the male witch. His name is Kyle and I think he has a crush on me though he knows I'm in love with someone who doesn't even know I exist. He helps me get food when I'm in trouble with Lucinda or I've broken a rule. Sometimes I get beaten for not doing something properly, it's like I've never left home. Marie though, she put all the stereotypes of witches to rest, she is the kindest person I know. She helps me with practicing my magic and tells me I did good when I mess up. Let alone Lucinda being fairly abusive, and her hating my entire being because yes, I am more powerful then her. I've been pretty happy with the staff and everyone here. They all tell me I remind them of Elizabeth and get this, I even have her old room. It is beautiful. High ceilings draped with lace and other beautiful fabrics, a huge bed with a canopy and like a million pillows. If cas could see this, if only.... Marie keeps repeating that one saying to me everyday "love is a powerful thing" but I still don't know what she is trying to tell me.

Sorry I got distracted, back to Lucinda being a total witch with a B. She enrolled me in the same school as cas, same classes and everything just to see my pain everyday. But as long as I can see him it doesn't matter to me, I even catch him staring at me for long periods of times before he looks away. Sometimes in the halls I read his mind when he's talking to his friends and he's only thinking about me. It makes me happy that he didn't lie about what be promised. He won't ever forget me. It's been a week at school and it still kills me everyday that I can't just go up to him and hug him a tight as I can.

A few nights this week I've had Kyle and Marie come to my room waking me up telling me I was screaming, or crying... Or just yelling about nothing. I mean I've had a terrible past, they don't blame me they just want to make sure I won't wake Lucinda or she would kill me. So I just say up with Kyle till I could sleep again, we usually just talked about random things. But tonight he asked me a question about school

"Ya know, I over hear you singing in the shower... You have a good voice you should sign up for the talent show at school" he smiled and I shrugged

"The only other person who's really actually heard me sing was cas and well now he doesn't even know what I sound like" I frowned at my lap, too many things were going through his mind to actually try to understand what he's thinking. He lifted my chin softly and spoke even softer

"Maybe he will remember" he said with a smile, I thought for a minute... Maybe he will remember if he hears me... If he... If he hears the sing he wrote for me. I smiled hugely and hugged him tight.

"Hold my hand okay?" I whispered and smiled as he looked at me uneasy. I froze time but kept us moving and ran over to grab my guitar

"This song cas wrote for me... Before I knew how I felt" I said and smiled, he nodded and listened closely.

I sang softly and played the cords cas taught me

"Say something, I'm giving up on you.

I'll be the one, if you want me to.

Anywhere, I would've followed you.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I am feeling so small.

It was over my head

I know nothing at all.

And I will stumble and fall.

I'm still learning to love

Just starting to crawl.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.

I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.

Anywhere, I would've followed you.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I will swallow my pride.

You're the one that I love

And I'm saying goodbye.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.

And anywhere, I would have followed you.

Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.

Say something..."

When I was finished me smiled and nodded "it's. Perfect" he said before I unfroze time and laid back in my bed.

"I'll see you tomorrow okay?" He said and got up I nodded

"Goodnight" I said and rolled over trying to sleep but couldn't because all I was thinking about was cas and cas only.