Natewantstobattle X Reader

CHAPTER 18

Your pov
As the week continued it was utter hell, because I was getting bullied but he girl who wanted my boyfriend. Then the guys that were friends with the guys that flirts with me want me. I was almost rapped, by the one and only guy in the school I trusted. I was bullied by almost everyone at school. Today was Friday and it was one of the better days I've had, not as many people bullied me. But then there was one the basic bitch herself decided to ruin it all, "hey hoe, why don't you go kill yourself, because your boyfriend doesn't care about you." She kept saying these things, they only got worse and worse.
--possible trigger warning--
Your pov
I had a blade in my backpack that Nate didn't know about. I ran to the bathroom, locked myself in a stall, I took out the blade. I lifted my shirt up and saw my other cuts, I made bigger and deeper cuts this time, I slowly dragged it across. I made about thirty different cuts, I covered and dried up the blood and walked out.
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Nate pov
You know the sense where you can tell something is wrong. Well y/n Jane been herself and when she's at school I get feeling that something is very wrong. This time I listened, I went to the school and checked her out. It was still very early in the morning, I got her out of the school and we got home pretty quickly. I her inside and something told me to check her, " y/n let me see your bag please." She hesitated but gave it to me, I opened it and saw a little pocket in there. I took out a napkin that was stained with something I opened it up and there was the thing and made everything in me go numb. The blood in it was fresh, dropped it and went up to her, I checked her wrists and then her legs, I check her stomach. I saw the one thing that I never wanted to see, I stared to cry at the sight of the thing she had done to herself. " why? Why y/n did you do this to yourself?" She didn't respond she just stood there crying and that was something else I didn't want to see.

Your pov
I didn't really have an answer for why I did it, I just did. I didn't cause I didn't want to deal with the pain on the inside, it was bad enough that I had enough to deal with I couldn't keep it in any longer. I bent over to hug him up the cuts reopened and bled out everywhere. I didn't notice, but I noticed when the lights stared to faded and then black.

A/n hope you guys likes it, sorry if it was short and if it sucked. Even though I didn't work hard on it at all, hope you liked it. Leave a suggestion if you want to have something different or better in here, buh-bye!