Natewantstobattle X Reader

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Hey guys I ran out of ideas,so I think I'll take a break for now. Oh you guys remember when I said I had a boyfriend, yeah well I did. What happened was a week or two into our relationship I slowly stared to loose weight and exercise more. I noticed on like the four week, yeah it got to the point to where I could barley hold any food in me. I broke up with him,he doesn't know I starved myself none of it. I'm slowly getting out of the habit, but I'm still not eating like I should. I do why but sharing this helps me deal with it better, but yeah my stupid ass did that and I'm still doing it. I noticed I lost weight when I could feel my hip bones, some of my ribs and my pants and some shirts where too big. And when j jumped on my friends back and her said I was really light. So yeah that's what's happening so far, oh I haven't cut in two or three months and that's hard too. Because when my parents are upset with me I feel the need to I guess punish myself for it. A lot of this started when my grandmother died almost year ago now,but hey you know what just push through it and find what's best in life. Anyway I love you guys thank you so much for your support and being there for me, I appreciate you guys so much! Stay alive guys bye!