Our love is in the past

Chapter 46

Zoës POV
I am so stupid. I should have listened to Alfie. Of course Evan would abuse me again. That's so obvious. I'm such an idiot.
Why didn't I just think? Of course he would lock the door right after I came in. Oh god, he's drunk, as usual. He stinks of vodka.
I should have known better. Now I'm stuck again, stuck with a man that abuses me...

He grabbed my wrist.
"Come here, we're gonna have fun."
"No Evan, I only came for the kids. So I'm getting them from the basement now and then I'm going.
"How do you think you're going to do that? I've got the keys to both the basement and the front door, so I don't think you have a choice, you'll have to stay with me."
"Never!"
"You're coming with me now, if you don't come upstairs with me, you'll never see the twins again."
"Don't you dare!!"
"Oh, you don't even know."

He pulled my wrist, dragged me upstairs and pushed me on the bed. He started kissing my neck.
"Get off me!!"
"Why would I?"
He started to pull at my shirt and tried to undo my bra. He didn't manage to though luckily. I started breathing heavily, my hands started to get clammy and I qas shaking. No, not now, not a panic attack.
"Stop shaking you twat."
I couldn't, please don't pass out. Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out. It kinda helped, but of course I couldn't really calm down as I was going to be raped.
"For fuck sake, still still!"
He tried to undo my bra again, this time he did managed to do it. He pulled down my trousers.
"GET OFF ME!"
Oh I wish Alfie was here to rescue me, but of course he isn't why would he, I left him. Because I thought this was a good idea. It definetly wasn't...

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Xxx
Evelien