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I ran to Sidney's truck with my medicine in hand, yanked open the door and jumped in. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. It's like tears wouldn't fall. I was shocked, most importantly devasted.
Our life was going to change, drastically.
Sidney opened his door and climbed in sitting his keys on his lap. I could feel him looking at me but I kept looking ahead. I knew if I looked in his pretty hazel eyes I would break down.
I felt his hand on my thigh and I closed my eyes and praid to God to not let Sidney see me cry.
"I can't have this child, Sidney. I just can't." I broke the silence.
"What you mean?"
"Exactly what I said! I can't have it!" I yelled.
He grabbed my face forcefully and turned me towards him. My chest was heaving up and down and I looked at everywhere but him.
"Look at me. Right fucking now."
I dragged my eyes towards his, to see him angry.
Why the fuck was he mad?! He wasn't carrying a fucking child.
But. He has one Kingsley.
Fuck him.
"An abortion Kingsley? Are you fucking serious?!"
I moved my face from out of his grip and looked out the window at the rain. I shook my head and let a tear fall down my face.
"I'm too young, Sidney. I can't have this baby."
"Yes."
"No."
"Yes, you will."
I cried harder and let my head fall because I knew he was right. I couldn't kill this child, it didnt ask to be here and I just wasn't that type of person. I was thinking out of anger and didn't know what the hell I was saying.
"I know." I said, defeated. "I know I have to but, damnit Sid!" I yelled hitting my leg with my fist. "I don't know what to do, how do I tell Corey? He's going to leave me. My dads going to disown me. He didn't even want me to end up like my mother!, gosh I'm so stupid." I cried.
I felt my seatbelt come off and I was lifted on to Sidney's lap. I laid my head on his shoulder as I cried.
"What am I going to do?" I whimpered.
He tapped my back and I lifted up to see his face. He wiped my tears and kissed my cheek softly.
"Your going to have this baby, with or without Corey, and your going to tell pops. Your going to be the best mother you can be to this child, and that's that." He demanded.
