Toxic

21.

    "Do you have any fears?"

"No."

"Any worries, at all?"

"No."

She sighed and took off her glasses staring straight into my soul.

"This is a place where no one will judge you. I'm here to help you, not kick you when your down sweetheart."

"I don't have any fears, or worries. I just don't care anymore." I shrugged.

"Boom. That's your problem right there. You don't embrace your fears. You just let them haunt you and tear you down. You need to confront those issues you have within yourself and solve them. It's not healthy to hold everything in."

"I know." I sighed, crossing my legs over one another. "It's just how I learned to cope. What more people know is the more they judge me. When they don't know they can't, and I guess I find comfort in that."

"Next session we're going to focus more on coming out of your shell, and confronting situations head on instead of after the fact."

"Okay, thank you." I got up and shook her hand.

"Your very welcome, Ms Kim. I'll see you next Wednesday." She smiled

"Call me, King." I said before I left out of the room closing her door softly behind me. I looked up and spotted Corey leaning on the wall with his hands In front of him, smiling.

I blushed and shook my head at his crazy ass.

"Hey baby, how was it?" He pulled me in for a hug and I inhaled his scent. He always smelled good.

"I guess it was good, how was practice?"

"Interesting. Your bestfriend was there."

"Who?" I raised a eyebrow, cause I ain't have a bestfriend. The only one I considered for that title was my cousin Teyana.

"Ingrid." He chuckled.

"Fuck that bitch, tell her to not come to anymore of your shit. I don't even care if it's a game." I rolled my eyes.

He pulled me into him and kissed my forehead as we walked to the car, and out of the office building.

"Don't worry about her. I got you, and that's all that matters. I'm not thinking about that hoe."

"You did fuck with her though." I mumbled.

It bothered me that he fucked with her in the past and she was still stuck on the shit. It's like the bitch was delusional.

"Like I said, I got you. That was in the past. You my forever."

I blushed and ducked my head into the car.
"Hush up with the sweet talk, Corey." I pursed my lips.

"Hungry?" He slapped my thigh.

"Las Ramadas?"

"I'm on it." He winked.

"Why the fuck you always stealing off my plate?" I smacked Corey's wandering hand as be hovered his fork over my enchiladas.
"Cause, everything you get be better than what I get so I be wanting some of yours."

"Well, stop fucking with me." I playfully rolled my eyes.

"Gone make me knock them hoes out ya head." He huffed and ate off of his burrito.

"Here, fuck." I grumbled and pushed my plate towards his. He grinned like a child and took like almost all of my shit.

"Damn! Corey, not that much." My mouth dropped open as he transferred it over to his plate. "You gone have to get two more, while you laughing." I mugged him.

"Calm down baby, I am." He chuckled.

"Hm, better be." I stuck some beans in my mouth and my eyes met with Ingrid as her and her bestfriend Shanay walked in. Looking like some hoochie mama's. Bald headed ass hoes.

She smirked at me and started making her way to our table. I kicked Corey's leg under the table and he looked up at me confused. I nodded towards the back and when he saw her he shook his head and kept eating as if nothing was wrong.

"Hello, my favorite couple." She smacked on her gum as she looked between the two of us, but mostly Corey.

"Can we help y'all with something? Cause you know we don't fuck with you." I said, sitting straight up in my seat.

Corey looked up from his meal and stopped eating. He knew I was gone say some slick shit and to be honest. If this hoe said some reckless, it was no stopping me from wrecking this hoe. Last time Corey saved her ass but now I know he knew to let my crazy ass go.

"No honey, you don't fuck with me. Your man still do." She giggled. Shanay looked up and down at me like she had a problem. So I addressed the problem at hand.

Didn't my shrink say to do that? Confront the situation at hand and not in the future?
"Do we have a problem? Cause I don't even know you." I pointed at her and made sure my manicured finger was in her ugly ass face.

"We do have a problem. You been standing between my bestfriend and her man. So there is a problem."

"First of all." Corey spoke up for the first time since the conversation started. "Me and your bestfriend never we're dating. All I did was fuck and even that ain't keep my satisfied."

I pulled my lips In and made a pout.

"There you have it, nigga. Now get the fuck away." I looked back down at my plate and before I could throw some rice in my mouth this hoe risked her life once again.

"I'm going to be in his life whether you like it or not. I am pregnant with his baby." She laid her hand on the bottom of her stomach and rubbed it. With a smile on her face.

This sneaky hoe.

"Hell no bitch. That could be anybody child. Don't try to trap me." Corey laughed.

I didn't, I was livid. I didn't take my medicine today and I felt like dragging a bitch so that's what I'm gone do.

"Bitch, lie again." I stood up and got in her face with my eyebrow raised. Corey just sat there shaking his head from side to side. Shanay looked at her friend and backed away with her hands up.

These hoes scary as fuck.

"I told you I was gone get somebody to fuck you up if you kept on fucking with me. I guess my girlfriend gone show yo ass." Corey chuckled.

But nah.

I came to my senses and realized if that hoe was pregnant like she said she was. I wasn't gone fight her. I knew what losing a child was first hand and didn't wish it even with my worse enemy.

"You know what." I backed away and looked her up and down. "Ima let you slide since you might be pregnant. Let me find out this was a scan I'm gone beat yo ass like you stole my kool aid hoe."

Corey busted out laughing and a smirk pulled on my face. She huffed and turned around leaving out of the restaurant. With her little scary ass bestfriend behind her.

"Them some scary ass hoes, I swear." I stank faced where they left at and let my gaze wonder to Corey who was amused.

"Was that my baby?" He licked his lips and bit it.

I know damn well he wasn't turned on by that.

"Corey shutup, and finish your food so we can go." I giggle.