Hi I'm Aphmau Jessica Phoenix and I'm 16 years old. My step dad abuses me and I don't want to live anymore. I moved to Phoenix Drop high because my old school found out I was being abused. My mom died in a car crash. I don't even know why I'm still...
I get ready for prom with the girls at Cadenza's house me and Cadenza have the same dress just different colors Lol we all looked amazing we all had our dresses on we also did our makeup
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Once we finished we waited for the boys. Katelyn was going with Travis, Nicole with Dante, Lucinda with Aaron as friends, Kawaii~chan with a boy named Resse, Garroth with Cadenza,And Emmalyn with some boy named Kenmur. Zane and Vylad didn't want to go we said that was ok. the boys eventually got there and we headed off to Prom. Ivy beat me up the day before so I had a bruise on my upper leg so Cadenza helped me cover it up. Since Nicole Cadenza and Katelyn knew about my life problems they took me to a doctor to see if I had anything like depression and other things luckily I only have depression so I don't have to much to worry about. Laurence says he knows whats going on and he'll support me anyway he can. Once we get to prom I sit down with Laurence wondering if my mom is ok I haven't talked to her for a while now...
|Irene| |Aphmau|
My dear how are you?
I'm ok mom...
You don't sound ok!
I... have depression mom...
My dear I didn't know I'm so sorry!
It's ok mom it was unavoidable
I have to go Athena have a good time at prom remember 9 more times
I will goodbye mom
And with that I snapped back to reality Laurence was talking to the boys and Nicole looked over at me and came up to me asking "Do you want to tell everyone else they deserve to know." "Your right can we go to the janitors closet since it will fit all of us..." "Of course Aphmau." We go to the janitors closet and I ask the girls to explain so they explained everything they saw everyone was staring at me and I felt anxious so I ran out but they fallowed me then I heard Cadenza and Laurence sing to me and I fell to my knees crying even though it hurt like hell
I can't pretend To know how you feel But know that I'm here Know that I'm real
Say what you want Or don't talk at all
I'm not gonna let you fall
Reach for my hand 'Causeit's held out for you My shoulders are small But you can cry on them too
Everything changes But one thing is true Understand We'll always be more than a band
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
You used to brave the world All on your own Now we won't let you go, go it alone
Be who you wanna be Always stand tall
Not gonna let you fall
Reach for my hand 'Cause it's held out for you My shoulders are strong But you can cry on them too
Everything changes But one thing is true Understand We'll always be more than a band
I never knew you could take me so far I've always wanted to hope that you are the ones I need
Reach for my hand 'Cause it's held out for you My shoulders are strong But you can cry on them too (cry on them too)
Everything changes But one thing is true Understand We'll always be more than a band
Reach for my hand 'Cause it's held out for you My shoulders are strong But you can cry on them too
Everything changes But one thing is true Understand We'll always be more than a band
I was full on crying now and they all gave me a hug it hurt the position I was in so when they moved Nicole looked at me and gasped she saw the puddle of blood forming around me she helped me up and bandaged my knees after cleaning them then we head back to prom and enjoy the night I only have three months of freedom... three months with just Zenix...
Hi guys so if you noticed I mentioned depression because I know what it's like to have depression because I have it. No one in my family knows about it so I've been hiding it for a long time. Anyways thanks for reading this chapter BYE! :)