Use the song plz...
It's all my fault... every last thing is my fault... I do everything wrong... I always do... I did something wrong with Ursula and now with Alexis... two very different mistakes... but the very same outcomes... I can't handle this anymore... Alexis was all that was left in my life... she meant everything... I feel guilty every single second of the day... I'll never forgive myself... it's all my fault... if only I could stop doing things wrong... Alexis probably went to Marta already... Marta is her old friend... the one who's known her longer... the one who she's known longer than me... the one who probably means more than I ever did... Alexis was like my sister... but rarely said she loved me like a sister would... she never trusted Lara... she doesn't want me to come crawling back to her if Lara breaks my heart again... she won't care... Lara is being nice... talking to me... wants to be friends with Alexis again... cares about me... was there when Alexis abandoned me... I just want the old sister I knew back... I want things to go back to normal... I wish she could see the grey dull eyes I have the way Natasha did... or warn me that sometimes everything will hurt me... like Lara did... they cared enough to see something wrong with me... they showed me kindness... and whenever I'm alone Lara finds me in the back of the school and spends time with me when she could be with other people... unlike Alexis does... she always has dance and doesn't have time for me... and when she isn't at dance she's with Justin not me... she won't spend time with me... doesn't care about me... unlike Lara... Lara is a second chance in my mind... for a mistake I made 2 years ago... Lara spends time with me... and teases me for having a crush... Alexis doesn't care... she wants me to have a boyfriend... just so I get out of her way... she doesn't spend time with me anymore... and when I ask her to she says "I HAVE FREEDOM LIKE YOU DO TOO!"... doesn't even try! I just want my sister back! I want her to stop being mean! I want the sister I knew back!
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Aphmau abused a Aarmau FF {DISCONTINUED}
FanfictionHi I'm Aphmau Jessica Phoenix and I'm 16 years old. My step dad abuses me and I don't want to live anymore. I moved to Phoenix Drop high because my old school found out I was being abused. My mom died in a car crash. I don't even know why I'm still...
