Aphmau abused a Aarmau FF {DISCONTINUED}

Chapter 13 His plan

*WARNING: Chapter contains dark themes and dark thoughts*

Aphmau's POV~

"I need help getting revenge on Aphmau I know you hate her so what do you say Cousin?" "Yes please I'll gladly help you!" Katelyn looks at me knowing what Gene just said and whispers "Don't leave my sight!" "Ok." I'm so scared. Mom walks in and starts the class. Once class finished me and Katelyn walk to the lunch room and eat I see Gene and Ivy sit down while Gene's gang stands watch. What are they talking about?

Gene's POV~

"So what are we gonna do Gene?" "First we're going to bully her whenever she's alone then we'll kidnap her!" "Good Idea!" Then we see Aphmau walk away and go outside so we follow her and then we start to tease her. She crys and then Ivy says something terrible about her that made me laugh "You know your really fat and ugly. No wonder your parents left you to get abused for your whole life! Go die!" I start to laugh hard then Aphmau starts crying we run so we don't get caught and go to the table we were sitting at and start laughing.

Aphmau's POV~

I start crying hard and then run to my locker, grab my bag and go home. I throw my bag on the ground, go to the basement and grab the razor blades that are lying on the ground and go to my room and put them around my room in special spots. I keep one and cut my wrists then take out a notebook and write something down

I'm not good enough
I'm not smart enough
I'm not pretty enough
I'm not skinny enough
I'm not normal enough
I'm not cool enough
I'm not popular enough
I'm not talented enough
I'm not funny enough
I'm not happy enough
I don't deserve to live
I will never be enough
Everything is true

I then throw the notebook at the wall and cry into the pillow on my bed. I fall asleep forgetting Laurence still lives next door. When I wake up I hear a knock at the door I check the time and then remember what happened I put on a long sleeved shirt and clean my room then open the front door to see Laurence. He asks if I'm ok and I nod my head. He looks at me weird and says "I heard you crying and screaming are you sure your ok!" Yes I'm fine Laurence!" "Then why aren't at school?" "I'm not going today you can't force me to either now I'm going to sleep bye." Then I shut the door and go to my room. I shut the door and cry again. Knowing that I lied to my friend makes me so upset. I fall back to sleep until my bedroom door opens. I open my eyes to see Zachary. "What do you want?" I say looking away so he doesn't see my puffy eyes. "Just wanted to know why you left school early mom was worried." "I was just... feeling sick." "Umm ok well dad's gonna be home in 2 hours and mom's gonna be home in 5 minutes." "Yeah whatever." I then close my eyes and go back to sleep. I wake up and smell dinner that means mom is home and so is dad I go down stairs and rub my eyes to see mom cooking and dad talking to my brothers. "Oh hello baby how are you feeling?" "Fine mom just a little umm tired that's all." "Well ok if you need to talk to me just let me know." "I will mom and I wanna talk to you after dinner but I'm gonna call Aaron to see if he wants to come for dinner." "Ok baby I'll see you soon for dinner." I go to my room and call Aaron over trying not to sound suspicious. "Hey babe what's up?" "Wanna come over for dinner?" "Sure babe see you soon." "Yep see you soon." Then I hang up and get the razor under my bed and cut my wrists. Blood falls onto my floor and then I cut my legs and then clean the wounds and put the razor back under my bed. Then Aaron comes to my room and see's me lying down facing the wall he walks over and puts his hand on my shoulder, I wipe my eyes and look at him. He looks at me worried and asked if I was ok I said I was fine and we went down for dinner. Maybe I should die so this all stops. Yeah I'll kill myself next week. No one will care or try to stop me so I'll let the whole school see me do it.

Sorry for slow updates I'm sick at the moment so I can't update to often but that thing that I made Aphmau write was something I write about myself no one but my friend Alexis knows about it. Now I'm gonna go get some rest cause I feel like I'm gonna pass out so peace out my kittens see you next time I update which will be to tell you how I'm feeling and the progress on the new chapter. BOIIIIIIIII!