365 Days With O2L: A Second Time

Day 38

Connors pov

After Kassidy found out about Trevor and I, all I've been thinking about is....Vana. My girlfriend. I've been cheating on her for quite a while and I need to sort things out, with her and Trevor.

"Trevor can I talk to you?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah sure." He said and we walked up to my room. "What's wrong?"

I looked up at Trevor's confused little eyes that I love so much. I slowly inhaled and exhaled. "This. Us. What we are doing is all wrong." I blurted out and Trevor's face dropped.

"W-what?" His voice trembled and it hurt me to hear it.

"Trevor, we both have girlfriends and it's not fair to them. To Vana. To Rachel." I said.

"But that's just a cover up. I'm not ready to tell people I'm gay, I'm not ready to be looked at differently. And what do you think the boys will think? They'll think we are wierd then they'll not want to get too close to us because we are GAY. Meanwhile, I have Rachel." Trevor said. I stood there shocked. I didn't think that someone could've thought it through so much. I sure didn't.

"Well, do you love me?" I asked staring at him. I know it was a big question but if Trevor really does like me, I'm willing to break up with Vana for him. Silence spread throughout the room. And the silence was not very pleasant. I could feel the tension and how uncomfortable we both were. Just as I was about to leave, Trevor spoke up.

"I-I don't know." He whispered just loud enough for me to hear.

"Well," I took a deep breath and clamped my eyes closed. "I love you." I said and slowly opened my eyes to see Trevor shocked. Then, as if it happened in milliseconds, Trevor ran up to me and placed his lips on mine. It was sudden but meaningful.

"I love you too." He looked into my eyes.

"Then let's tell them. Let's tell the guys that we are gay and be proud. I'm done hiding my affection for you Trevor. I want to be able to shout it out to the world that we are together. Please. We will do this together." I said.

Trevor stood there and stared at processing what I just said. "Okay. Let's do it."

We both walked downstairs where everyone sat playing Mario Kart.

"Guys, we have something to tell you guys." I said and everyone went silent.

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Sorry this chapter was so short, I wanted to leave you guys hanging! I'm sorry for that too! Lol. What ship names should we have for he couples? Sam and Kassidy. Kian and Erielle. Trevor and Connor? Vote, comment, share, and add to your reading lists! Bye loves! Remember, I'm not British.

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