The Earth Will Be Burning [Doctor Who Fanfiction]

Shut Down

I couldn't sleep all night. I was thinking of my mum. I was thinking about how the Doctor just passed it off as just another insignificant human's death, and how much I hated him for it. All night long, I was planning on how to get out of there. How to escape this prison.

I didn't want to leave my room that day, but of course, the Doctor came in and checked up on me, saying I should really go eat something. That just made me hate him more. If I'm not hungry, I shouldn't have to eat. Eventually I did come out of my room, but not to eat. Only because I was plain bored, so I went into the console room.

I walked in, and to my unfortunate luck, the Doctor was there. I was about to walk out of the room again, when he spoke to me.

"I know how you feel," he said. I could feel anger rise up inside my stomach. All the hate that I had developed for him throughout the night boiling up inside of me.

"Don't you dare say that you know how I feel. Don't think for even a second that you know how I feel." I could feel my nails digging into my palms as I was trying to hold back my rage.

"Listen Koschei, I know that you're sad, and that you're grieving-" I ran up to him. Quickly as I could, almost too fast to feel my own two feet to move without tripping and got right up into his face. Everything turned red.

"Don't. You. Dare!" I could see from The Doctor's reaction that he was surprised by my outburst.

"Koschei, please just calm down."

"Calm down? Calm down?! You know what? Sometimes I just want to decimate you and this entire place! That sounds good. A nice word. Decimate," I said the last half with joyous interest in my voice.

The Doctor's eyes looked panicked, worried. Though I didn't believe he was genuine. How could a man that was so unconcerned of my Mother's death, have genuine feelings for anyone. Especially since he knew her.

"Koschei-"

"No! It's my turn!" I banged on the console. "I want to leave! Leave me anywhere! I don't care! Just get me out of here!"

"I promised your mother that I would take care of you."

"Don't you dare bring my mum into this and try to guilt trip me into staying! You don't respect my mother enough to even attempt to keep your promises to her! Get! me! out of here!" I banged on the console thee more times, and started pressing buttons and pulling levers randomly, trying to move the machine. The Doctor ran over to me, trying to get me to stop, and suddenly I was pulled backwards, and thrown to the ground with a force that made my head throb.

Next thing I knew, the lights went out.