Finding Myself (Editing under critical condition)

Finding Myself

{Edited} Hey thanks for all the people who supported me during the making of this book, I really appreciate it! And thanks to everyone who read this book when it was beyond tragic. Sorry for taking up your time now please read the sneak peek!!!

~SNEAK PEEK~

 It's like I was some love sick teenager. The normal "I can't live without him" girl. He made me feel oblivious to everything around me. It was like it was just the two of us. Our love was like twilight. So supernatural and unique. He controlled all my emotions. It's like he had me under this spell, and I was aware and enjoying it. Nobody could change the way I felt about him. 

"Madison your little boyfriend is here!" My sister Jamie shouted. "He isn't my boyfriend! But I wish he was." The last part I mumbled. I hoped off my bed and checked myself out in the mirror. I looked decent, I thought to myself. I was speeding down the steps, but I stopped halfway because I didn't wanna come off as thirsty. So I casually walked down the steps. When I saw him my knees wobbled. He was looking FINE! Okay he was dressed regular. All he had on was a red v-neck, khaki shorts, and red chucks. I know basic, but he can make basic cute.

"Can I talk to you in private?" He asked. His voice was so angelic. " Sure." I assured him. He is about to ask me out YAY! We walked outside. "I actually wanna take you somewhere.''He mumbled. We walked to the woods, that wasn't that far from my house. He actually owned it, well his dad did.

"Madison, you know that I really like you right?" he asked." Yeah, I know." I answered. Yup, he was definitely going to ask me out.

"Well I just want you to here me out, and don't speak until I'm done. I've always wanted you to be my girlfriend, but I couldn't get the courage to do it. You are the only girl I will ever love and... I'm not really good with sentimental stuff. I'm leaving and I really don't think I'm coming back. I know I always pop in and out of your life, but today is the last day you might ever see me. I want you to forget about me, and don't take any of this to heart. You think you could live the rest of your life, without me?" He questioned.

I never felt so useless in my life. Why was he leaving me?

~End of SNEAK PEEK~

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