A SECRET AFFAIR (SNOWBARRY AU)

DRUNK IN LOVE

Caitlin lay on the bed and gazed at the ceiling, daydreaming.

you're special to me....

She closed her eyes trying to forget.Cait...

But it is not working, everytime she closed her eyes, she remembered about Barry.

"Hey..."He kissed her on the neck.
Ronnie.

He wrapped his arms around her and she snuggle against him. "Good morning"Caitlin smile. She decided to stay at his apartment while her father not around.Her father wanted to bring Caitlin with him but she refuse telling him she's an adult and she can take care of herself.

Ronnie sat up and took Caitlin hand. "There's something I need to tell you."His eyes search hers for something. "What is it baby?" She knew there's something up.

"Do you remember about the job that I've been talking about? "He asked.

Caitlin nodded,of course she remembered.He keep talking about it.

"Well, they say I've been doing a really good job and they wanted to hire me as a full-time worker "said Ronnie .

" That's great then...I'm happy for you.."Caitlin smile widely.Of course she's happy thats mean they're going to be together.

"But..I don't think you should come." When Caitlin heard this, she thought her heart break."oh"The word came out very softly."I..think you should stay here for awhile"He reached out and stroked her face.

"I need to prepare everythings first before I bring you there, It's not a goodbye I promise you..."

"I thought this is what we've been waiting for..why broke the promise?"She felt cold and empty.

"I will bring you but not now...like I said I need time to sort everything first before i think of bringing you with me.."He stroked Caitlin hair.

She couldn't think of anything to say. She was ready to throw everything for him, so she could be together with him. But now she learned that they both want different things out of life.

She wants to be with him but he didn't.

She watched him get dressed. "I'm leaving tonight.."

He turned around to face her "Hey... It's not a break up..and it's not a goodbye, I promise you,"

She nodded.She will try be understanding, maybe he is right they should not rush.

"I'm going to miss you"

"I'm going to miss you,too."

"Maybe I could come and visit you"Ronnie kissed her forehead. "For now I think you should not"Her face fell with disappointment.

She get up and grabbed her clothes. Ronnie stopped her "Cait..."

"when you say that you want to sort everything first I try to  understand but when you say that I can't even visit you that's totally nonsense!".She looked into his eyes.

Caitlin swallowed hard,shed some tears. " call me when you came to your senses"

She get dressed and walked out from his apartment.

--------------------
Caitlin was wearing dark blue dress that fell just below the knees,It was very tight, thus hugging her generous curves closely.She tried to pulled her dress down,she cursed herself for wearing a dress which just long enough to cover her ass.She decided to have fun so that she can forget about Ronnie for a moment.He hasn't called her after their argument.

She entered the dimly lit bar, her eyes adjusting to the gloom.she scanned her surroundings"you got this Caitlin"whispered her.

She then sat on the bar stool, tapping her fingers nervously,She took a deep breath before she order a drink.

She took one gulp. Again and again. After a while, she placed it on the table, a bit harder and noisier than should be,"You know what I'm just gonna dance"Said Caitlin to the bartender slurring, she wobbled a bit on her high heels as she moved to the center of the dance floor.
"wohoooooo"she yelled as she started to dance.

Barry  just enter the bar with Eddie when he hear a noises came from the dance floor.Eddie said he wanted to hangout with him, be friend with him so he agreed considering he is Iris boyfriend.

Barry shook his head when he looked at the dance floor and catch a glimpse of a girl dance crazily.

Noting how obviously drunk she is. She's gorgeous, long auburn hair an amazing body with killer legs just like Caitlin.

"Caitlin.," Barry says, stunned.

"CAITLIN!"his voice get a little louder than usual as he walk toward her. Eddie watched Barry walk towards the dance floor.He also surprise to see Caitlin just like Barry.

Caitlin looked over her shoulder"hey its Barry ..Barry Allen"said Caitlin as she dance toward Barry.

"I think you had enough" Barry says as he grabbed her hand and tugged her but Caitlin didn't want to go so she tried to twist out of his grip "Pfft!" she scoffs. "No way! I'm dancing with my new friends!you're not stopping me,not even you can stop me!"she struggled to get away but Barry tightened his gripped.

"Let go…!LET GO OF ME" She struggled more violently,her voice become so loud.Startled by this,He lost his grip on her wrist"Thank you" Caitlin said sweetly, and moved to dance floor once again.He tried to stop her but she wasn't listening,she was too busy dancing with random guy.He can't take this anymore so he grabbed her hand and practically dragged her out.

Eddie followed them outside.

"You need to stop!"Said Barry when they out of the bar."fine fine but let me go you are hurting me"said Caitlin,he reluctantly let her hand go.Caitlin rub her wrist "Iris?"she said looking over Barry shoulders,Barry turned his head but NO there is no Iris and when he looked at Caitlin again he saw she was running to get inside of the bar once again"shit!"Barry said as he run to get Caitlin."hey!"he said stopping her midway thanks to her drunken state.

"Owhhh why you soooooo faster"she slurred.

Barry shook his head"I'll take you home".

"No, you won't because I won't let you do that..."whispered Caitlin.

"come on we need to get your home" said Barry as pulled Caitlin to Eddie's car.

"No!!"Caitlin yelled" you're not my father not my husband and not my friend!so you cannot force me"Barry looked at Eddie giving him a sign.

They both force Caitlin get inside the car.She wanted to fight back but her condition doesn't allow her to do so.

They finally get into Barry  house. He decided to bring her there , its more closer.

He let out a sigh of relief when he saw his father had fall asleep.He looked at Caitlin over his shoulder,she started sniffing his neck "You smell so good," she muttered against his neck as they entered his room.

He deposited her gently on his bed "Ron-Ronnie"Her voice barely inaudible.

Barry moved aside a stray hair from her face."hey its me Barry"he said,Caitlin opened her eyes "Barry?"Barry nodded .

Suddenly she grasped his face and kissed him.

damn she kissed me?thought Barry,his eyes widened when Caitlin try to deepened the kiss.he pulled away sharply

"cait-"she pulled him again kissing him.Barry couldn't handle this anymore,so he kissed her back and it's getting wild as they deepened the kiss.

He laid his body on top of her continuing to kiss her"Barry?!"he pulled away startled when he heard his father voice."wh-what?"Said Barry as he gett off from the bed.She groaned, frustrated when Barry stopped kissing her.

"What is this?"asked his father when he saw Caitlin." Dad,I'll talk to you in the morning believe me nothing happens" whispered Barry tried to lower his voice down.

"Barry!"

" I'm sorry dad"said Barry as pushed his dad out of his room and closed the door.

He looked at Caitlin and she had fall asleep.Barry leaned down and kiss her forehead as he put on the blanket to cover her body.

Notes

1.Shes drunk thats all i can say