Simon's P.O.V.
Josh is ZerkaaPunk, if he finds out that I'm MiniPastel he'll never look at me the same. He'll never want to talk to me again. I can't believe this. This whole entire fantasy of the idea that maybe, just maybe I could find love is dead. The whole entire idea is dead.
Vikkstar: hey
MiniPastel: Vik I am dying
Vikkstar: what happened
MiniPastel: Josh is ZerkaaPunk
Vikkstar: wouldn't that be a good thing
MiniPastel: once he finds out he's going to hate me
Vikkstar: but you guys are already really close
MiniPastel: no he just tolerates me and anyway he wouldn't want to be seen with me
Vikkstar: wait JOSHUA BRADLEY IS GAY
MiniPastel: yeah
Vikkstar: WHY ARENT YOU FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS THIS GUY HAS BEEN OUR CRUSH FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG AND NOW YOU ACTUALLY HAVE THE CHANCE OF DATING HIM
MiniPastel: it's not like he has told me everything about himself and I've told him everything about me he's not like we thought he was
Vikkstar: so you don't like him then
MiniPastel: Vik I'm in love with him and everything about him he knows me and I know him but once he sees me he's going to no he messed up and the one person I've ever felt safe or comfortable or anything towards will hate me
Vikkstar: if he's like what you say I don't think that is going to happen
MiniPastel: really
Vikkstar: yeah if you trust him so much then he has to be like the guy you know even in real life
MiniPastel: idk Vik
Vikkstar: do what you want to do
MiniPastel: thanks
I got up and went over to my computer and went into the college chat.
ZerkaaPunk: I know you're not online but I miss you
ZerkaaPunk: I freaked out this boy in school today and I feel really bad
ZerkaaPunk: he's the first guy to actually want to get to know me besides you of course
ZerkaaPunk: everybody at school see's me as this badass that you don't want to be around cause he'll fuck up your life but he was different he was like you
ZerkaaPunk: but I fucked it up like everything in my life
ZerkaaPunk: I know I'm a pussy boy and you probably don't want to be friends with me just like everyone else in my life
ZerkaaPunk: I'm sorry I suck
MiniPastel: you don't suck
ZerkaaPunk: MINI!!!!
MiniPastel: yes I have arrived XD
ZerkaaPunk: but you don't understand I do suck
MiniPastel: what you suck dick?
ZerkaaPunk: thanks >:(
MiniPastel: I'm sorry but you don't suck you are really sweet and really awesome and I don't think the boy hates you it's not possible
ZerkaaPunk: yes it is I screamed at him in the morning
MiniPastel: so lots of people don't like to talk in the mornings he understands that just give him a little I bet tomorrow he'll be bright and happy
ZerkaaPunk: I can always trust you to make me happy
MiniPastel: <3
ZerkaaPunk: what are we
MiniPastel: what do you mean
ZerkaaPunk: nothing it doesn't matter I'm stupid don't mind me
MiniPastel: what do you want us to be
ZerkaaPunk: idk it doesn't matter you wouldn't want to date me
MiniPastel: that is not true
ZerkaaPunk: you don't even know who I am if you did you wouldn't want to be
MiniPastel: I think you got that all mixed up you wouldn't want to be seen with me
ZerkaaPunk: are we still going to meet at prom
MiniPastel: middle of the gym
ZerkaaPunk: middle of the gym
MiniPastel: goodnight Zerk
ZerkaaPunk: goodnight mini
What am I doing to myself?
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College Chat -minizerk AU-
FanficSimon and Josh meet online as ZerkaaPunk and MiniPastel. They end up meeting on a college chat and become really close. They don't know each others names, all they know is that they go to the same high school. What happens when one of them finds out...
