College Chat -minizerk AU-

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Simon's P.O.V.

Josh and I ended up going to college. Vik and Tobi didn't go too far from us. It was all really good, until it wasn't. Things started to kind of go a bit crazy. Josh and I didn't get to spend as much time together, and when we were able to it wasn't for long. We would either be studying, or working with our clubs. We just never had time anymore.

It started to really hurt our relationship.

"Hey." I said smiling as he opened his door.

"Oh! I didn't realize you were coming!" He said in shock.

He looked almost worried that I was here. Like he was doing something wrong.

"Is everything okay?" I asked as he smiled and nodded his head.

"Of course. Come in." He said giving me a weak smile.

I walked in to his dorm. He always kept it so neat, unlike me. I normally always shove a bunch of things in the corner so no one can see it except me. While Josh had everything cleaned up and put away to where he could find it.

"Want one?" He asked as he pulled out a cigarette box from his drawer.

"Why are you smoking? That's gonna kill you in the long run." I said as he just laughed.

"Why do you always have a stick up your ass. We're in college Si." He said as he lit up the cigarette and inhaled the smoke into his lungs.

Slowly he exhaled and the smoke came out in circles.

"Seriously Josh?! Is it too much for you to not smoke right in front of me. It it too much for you just to spend a couple of minutes with me. What happened to us? What happened to everything we had Josh?" I asked in disappointment.

"I don't know Si." He said just sighing.

"Do you even love me anymore?" I asked as he looked at me in shock.

"Of course I love you." He said sitting up.

"It doesn't feel like that half the time." I said as he just looked down at the cigarette in between his fingers.

He put it out and got up to look at me and pulled me up.

"I love you, and I know it's been hard but look," he said lifting up his hand showing me the promise ring I gave him, "I'm with you and only you. For the rest of my life. I don't want to live in a world without you Simon. I promise that I'm never going to leave you."

That was the first lie Joshua Bradley had told me.

-two years later-

ZerkaaPunk: today would be our two year anniversary.

MiniPastel: well you fucked everything up

Josh and I ended up breaking up last year. A week after I visited him, I decided to surprise him once again. I thought it would be fun. Instead I found him with another boy, in bed.

ZerkaaPunk: I'm sorry Si. I wasn't thinking straight. I love you.

MiniPastel: then why did you do that to me?!?

ZerkaaPunk: I didn't mean to Simon. I got drunk Simon, I was in the moment and didn't realize what I was doing

MiniPastel: just leave me alone

ZerkaaPunk: please don't do this Si

ZerkaaPunk: I love you

ZerkaaPunk: you're the only person I love

ZerkaaPunk: Simon please answer me

ZerkaaPunk: we are meant to be together

ZerkaaPunk: please

I threw my phone across the room in frustration.

I loved you too Joshua Bradley, I though we were suppose to be together for the rest of our lives. But looks like things don't always happen like you think they are.

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A/N: so I'm sorry that I didn't finish this book, I've been busy with my other book so yeah. I'm busy, busy, busy. But yeah, so there will be a sequel which will have the next fifteen chapters to this, so yeah. I don't know when I'm going to upload that because I'm still working on the other book, so yeah. That's all, I hope you enjoyed this, bye!