Dear Whoever Will Listen, 7:22 am. Oh my god. Today is the day. I'm going to finally be able to fucking see her. And we're gonna probably have a lot of free time because my house is boring. And because she'll be there for almost five hours. Free time. I wonder what we'll do in free time. I really want her to watch "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" with me. I love that movie. And I have it but it's under all the boxes filled with countless other movies. But maybe since there will be two of us we'll be able to find it. Oh my god. I'm so excited that I can't even feel anything. Like I've lost the ability to everything. I can't even feel excited. Like I don't know what's happening. Cause normally I would be writing in caps. But I'm not. So yeah. 11:00 am. I just got out of class and I'm in lunch now. I made my first friend! Her name is Lex. She's super gay. Like she makes it known that she's got a girlfriend. So did I. I couldn't stop laughing in class. Cause literally all we talked about was Harambe, Donald Trump, and fried chicken. I was dying. It was hilarious. And when I'm bored in class I doodle. See.
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And so like she saw and she was like, "OH MY GOD SAMEEEE!" And then she told me she likes Troye Sivan. And I was literally listening to him in class and I showed her and we freaked out and yeah. But I'm freaking out again cause I remembered that I'm seeing her today. I almost wasn't allowed to. Cause yesterday my mom made me hand in money to my school for the laptops that everyone gets and I was supposed to get a receipt. And I forgot. So today before I got to school she said if I didn't get it by the end of today I couldn't have her over. So I freaked out cause I'm really antisocial. But I got. And it's ok. But yeah. It almost wasn't. 12:15 pm. I just saw Lex in the hallway and she gave me a smiling devil emoji sticker. KEWL! I put it on the back of my iPod. 1:35 pm. I'm in my last class of the day. Before I see her. I have science class right now. This is our first time going on the boat. I'm so excited. I freaking hate this school but it does have its perks. I go to Connecticut River Academy. (I'm almost 100% I didn't mention that.) But yeah. We get to go to the boat!
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2:56 pm. Can I just say that I had completely forgot about the fact that we were going on the boat. Our school has air conditioning so I put on my warm sweater today. And then we went in the boat. Already I was dying because of that warm ass sweater in the sun. But to add to that we all had to put on some thick ass life jackets. So I'm basically dead now. That boat ride was fun but yeah. I'm dead. Not just because of the fact that I was super hot... No. But because school ends at 3:00. Schools almost over. And after school I'm going straight home where I will await __jax__ presence. I'M SO GOD DAMNED EXCITED! LIKE I CAN'T FUCKING EVEN! AH MAH GERD! 3:21 pm. On the bus. OH MY FUCKING GOD! IM LIKE DYING! LIKE YEEZUS! I CANNOT EVEN! 5:12 pm. OH MY GOD! SHE'S HERE! I'M DYING! AND PEOPLE'S SHE WANTS TO TALK TO YOU! Jackie: Um hi I'm just dying that's all. (Also ily Cassie). Bye.
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I'm the ugly one on the right. 8:58 pm. OH MY FUCKING GOD! WE FUCKING KISSED! LIKE OH MY GOD!!!!!!! I fucking can't even. And I took her on a walk in the woods. And she kept holding my hand. And it was cute. And she was cute. And I'm dead. And when we were lying in bed watching Divergent she put her arm around me. And I literally just can't. Like I'm done. And she was shaking when we kissed. Like really bad. And so was I kinda. But not as bad. I think she's dead. 9:16 pm. I just dropped __jax__ off. My grandmother and her mom are stillllllll talking. They've been talking for like 10 minutes. Like can I go now?! Please!!!!! Oh my god the kiss was perfect. 9:27 pm. Oh my god. I'm in Cumberland Farms getting one of their chill zone sodas cause I'm addicted to them. And like I'm hidden behind the aisles and I'm smiling like an idiot. Like I can't even. Tonight was one of the best nights of my life. I can't even comprehend. Sincerely, The waste of oxygen, Cassie
