A changed life (a mindless behavior love story)

Love Hurts

after the concert me and prod walk back to the bus. I sit down and he sits with me. I just look at him. somehow I feel a cold wind pass by me. I begin to shiver uncontrollably. prod wraps his arm around me tightly, forcing me close to him.

prod: I know youre cold just relax.

me: maybe I can't relax.

prod: just try.

I say nothing and just sit there. prod gets up.

prod: one second, I'm going to get a blanket.

me: okay.

prod walks to the back to get a blanket. why? just why does he like this? maybe, just maybe he's truly sorry. maybe he really loves me and needs me. NO. that can't be it. he beat me senseless. why would he want me back? why would I want him back? I feel something in my stomach turn. he walks bac to where he was sitting with a blanket, he sits back down and puts my legs on top of his and then he tops it off with the blanket. around comes his arm on me. nice and tight.

prod: this is nice.

me: yes, actually it is.

prod: I miss you.

me: how so?

prod: I want you to be mine again.

me: prod I can't..not again.

prod: it won't happen like that again

me: will it? can you promise?

prod: well no.

me: okay then.

prod shows me something that roc posted on instagram. he's kissing someone. my eyes water as roc, prince, and ray walk on the bus laughing. I lay my face on prods chest and cry. I grip his shirt tightly. he strokes my hair, and kisses the top of my head. that was certainty not his girlfriend. prod rubs my back gently. while glaring at roc. roc walks over to us as the sight of me crying

roc: Kennedy what's wrong?

I say nothing to him. I just turn to look at him. I thought he liked me truly. but I was wrong. I feel a disgusting taste in my mouth. it was so nasty. all I could think about was that picture. nothing less nothing more. the tears roll down my cheeks like a streams of water flowing into a river.

prod: she's not talking to you right now.

roc: what did I do?

prod: you know exactly what you did.

roc: what did you do??

prod: none of your business.

the bus pulls out of the parking space, and goes to our hotel. sits down and looks out the window. I look at ray as he looks at his phone, and answers it. I see a smile appear on his face. must be Tiyah. I look out the window and then at prod, he grins. we arrive at the hotel. I stand up and walk off the bus and into the hotel. one at a time the boys come. ray (still on the phone with Tiyah boo loving), and then prince, and then roc and prod together. I check in and begin walking to my room roc catches up to me.

roc: why are you mad at me?

me: figure it out.

roc: Kenny tell me.

I say nothing as I walk to the elevator and roc tries to keep up. I feel sick, and cold. I walk inside of an elevator and he comes with me. I try not to look at him. we reach our floor, I walk to the room. roc surprisingly keeps ups n manages to get in the room with me.

roc: I guess we're sharing a room. and look only one bed.

me: really? I'm stuck with you.

roc: you make it seem so bad.

me: oh it is.

I sit on the bed, and I look up at roc. he grins and sits next to me. he places his hand on my back. I glare at him. he's kissed another girl who's not his girlfriend and now he wants me again?

roc: please tell ne what I did.

I show him the picture prod showed me. he begins to run his fingers through his hair.

roc: I wasn't right

me: or were you?

roc: I wasn't. can you forgive me? ill never do it again.

me: fine. I forgive you.

he smiles. I stand up and stretch. I let out a huge yawn and then sit back down.

me: roc. I think I wanna go home.

roc: no you can't go home!

me: roc, I don't think I can do this.

roc: okay. whatever makes you happy.

he sighs and hugs me. I look at him as his lips touch mine. I blush completely. he wraps his hand around my waist. I feel a warm sensation running through my body. I pull back and stand up.

me: I-I have to pack.

roc: uh..okay.

he lays on the bed with his chest facing the ceiling. I go to pack my clothes, leaving only one outfit out for tomorrow. after I finish packing I lay on the bed with roc, and fall asleep.