A changed life (a mindless behavior love story)

Fogive

I stand up and make my way to my room. I walk over to my dresser and stare at myself in the mirror. This bitch. She's not worth nothing, not Chresanto, not Ray, nobody.

Nobody should love her. She should be alone. My eyes water as I punch the mirror. Glass shatters and falls to the floor as my hand bleeds. I yell and punch the wall breaking my bones and putting hole in the wall. Chres and Ray run up to my room. Chres stares at me as I fall to my knees crying. He runs over to me and holds me in his arms.

Chres: Baby, what's wrong?

I just keep crying. He grabs my wrist.

Chres: We gotta get her to the hospital.

Ray: Aight.

He picks me up and takes me to the car sitting me in the back seat with him. I stare at the car ceiling as Chres runs his hands through my hair while I lay on his lap.

Chres: It's gonna be okay.

Me: No it won't.

Chres: Don't say that.

Me: Why shouldn't I? I hate myself and what I've become.

Chres: Why the hell would you say something like that?

Me: I don't know.

We arrive at the hospital.

1 hour later

Chres waits patiently shaking his leg uncontrollably. Ray looks at him.

Ray: It's only her hand.

Chres: Yea I know but, what if they give her an M.R.I and discover something's wrong with her.

Ray: What makes you say that?

Chres: She broke her hand for no reason at all.

Ray: She's stressed and scared. She just saw the very man that abused her for years at a time after getting away from him.

He slid down in his seat, staring directly in front of him. A nurse walked out holding a clipboard.

Nurse: Family of Kennedy.

Ray and Chres walked over to her. Ray stood calmly while Chres stood uneasy.

Nurse: Kennedy is okay, but her hand is broken. We looked at her medical records and-

Chres quickly looked at Ray with a raised eyebrow. Ray just waved him off.

Nurse: Kennedy does have slight Bipolar disorder

Chres: What?

Nurse: Yes she's Bipolar, but just slightly it won't mess with her daily routine or anything.

She gives the two boys a bottle of medicine.

Nurse: Make sure she takes that she already has some for today.

Ray: Iight

The two boys walk into the room with Kennedy. Chres stares at me.

Chres: Kennedy you okay?

Me: I'm fine.

Ray sits beside me on the bed and wraps his arm around my shoulders. I smile at him. He kisses my forehead and rubs my shoulder.

Ray: If you gotta talk about anything baby girl I'm here for you.

Me: Okay.

I look at Chres as he looks at the floor.

Me: Chres what's wrong?

Chres: Nothing baby, I'm just really glad you're okay.

He walks over to me and kisses my lips. The nurse walks in.

Nurse: We're going to keep Kennedy over night.

They both nod and stand up to leave. I look at them leave. This is going to be a long ass night. I lay on my side and try to go to sleep.

Me: No, no! Stop it please I'll do whatever you want

Prod: I know you want it baby.

My eyes water. Is it really just denial? Do I really want Prod back? Do I want this love? Do I want us to make love? No! It can't be like that, I can't want to make love to prod, I can't want him back.

I feel him suck on my neck and I moan lowly.

Prod: I know you want it baby, I know you want us.

Me: N-no I'm with Ch-Chres now.

He hand moves lower, into the love below. I move my head back.

I suddenly shoot up from me bed and look around my hospital room.

Me: It was only a dream, a too real dream.

I put my hand on my head and feel all the sweat. I sigh and go back to sleep. The next day I wake up and Chres and Ray bring me some clothes. I take a quick shower and get dressed. I love this hospital! We leave. Chres wraps his arm around me and kisses my cheek.

Chres: I know your birthday is soon and you'll be 19 so I want to take something from you.

Me: Take? Take my-

Chres: Yeah. I'll be gentle and nice. All you need.

Me: Uhm, yes.

Chres: Please Kennedy I- wait did you say yes?

I nod and laugh a little bit.

Me: uh huh.

He smiles.

Chres: Okay I'll take it on your birthday.

Me: Okay.

We get in the car and go home. When we get in the house I spot Prod and Prince on the couch.

Me: Prince!

I run over to him slightly jumping onto him like a little girl. He laughs and hugs me.

Prince: I missed you too Kennedy.

Me: Where you been!

Prince: Living life.

Me: Oh true! That sounds fun.

We laugh and I slightly hug Prod.

Me: What's up?

Prod: Nothing much.

Me: Oh true.

On the day of my birthdate

We all dance in a very exclusive club the guys took me to for my birthday. Chres and I grind on each other, just having a good time. He grabs my waist and sways it. I laugh as we dance. After that we go home with all my presents. I walk to our room get undressed. Chres walks in with his gold chain and boxers on. I turn to look at him and stare. That body! Ohh!

He walks over to me and grabs my waist slowly putting me on the bed. I blush. An hour later I wake up and sit up under the covers and look at him. That was... Wow. He actually kept his word. I yawn, put my robe on and go take a long hot shower.