"Just killed yourself"
A thought that goes in my head over and over again.
Wouldn't my family would be better of without me?
I'm a disaster. At least that's what my parents say I am.
"You are a disgrace to this family"
"You are a curse"
"You are a mistake that I had to carry in my life for years"
" From, now on, you stop being my child"
I guess, mom,dad, that I was never good enough.
You would never accept me for who I am.
And I am not trying to be someone I'm not just because you want me to.
I am sorry, for everything.
But, never once, you apologize for the wounds that are still maintained fresh.
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Hiden emotions
PoesiaLife sometimes is beautiful as it is, and we fall in love with it. But sometimes,there are feelings that we would do the impossible to get rid of. Thoughts, that make you fear of your own self. Memories, that you would rather forget.