The Sun And The Moon

19

Weeks had bin passed, weeks where James didn't talk to me, and weeks where the nightmares came back and became worse.... I told Heath about them, but it wasn't same as when I would tell James. And hanging out with Heath and Mickey was nice, Mickey was so nice to me, I Always had thought he was a little jerkisch, but actually he is really caring too others, and I think that makes is great too hang out with him, but like I explained earlier, it was just not the same.
''When do you finally stop thinking about him?'' Mickey asked when Heath had to go too the toilet. ''It's bin weeks, months, and believe me, he doesn't come back to you if you keep sobbing over him, or you are going to do something about it and explain it, try too talk to him, or you get over him like he got over you.'' he  actually didn't sounds rude at all, he was really nice.
''You're right.'' I said, andMickey smiled very hopefull
''You're going to get over him?'' he asked and I looked at him
''No, I'm going too talk with him.'' I said and all the hope dissepeard from his eyes, it was wierd, why did he became so hopefull so sudden and why did it dissepear so sudden?
''But..'' he started but he got cutt off when my phone rang, I took my phone from the table, it was Rose who called.
''I might wanna take this, Rose almost never calls.'' I said to MIckey and he nod.
''Hi?'' I asked.
''Hey Moon.'' she said on a anoyed tone.
''What's the matter? You sound anoyed.''
''Yeah sorry, Cassandra is being worried about our assigmests, I'm going crazy over here, she keeps texting Sarah about it and now she wants us all to come too the library too study with us all, I mean like, i don't even know where the library is! And we still got like two weeks!'' Rose wasn't really a ''book person'' and she mostly waited with homework till a day before the final date, Cassandra was more a person like Hermoine from Harry Potter, loving books, and being covered around books and homework all the time, Always caring over her grades and ours.
''I actually think it's a good idea.'' I said
''Really? On which side are you?'' Rose asked, I was happy she couldn't see how much I tried not too laugh.
''No side, I'm Switserland, I just think this is a hard one, I could use some help from Cassandra I think, and I think Cassandra just wants to be sure we all pass this year, you know she cares about us all being in the same class, remeber how she reacted last year when you weren't sure if you could pass?'' I asked it was silent for a second on te other side of the line and then she said ''Fine, I'll call Olive too tell her too come too the library.'' somewhere in the background I heard a soft ''Yay'' from Cassandra. I hang up and got up, Mickey looked at me
''Going too the library with the girls.'' I said and I went too my room to get my bag and left the house a minute later, I cycled to the library bc I didn't have anyone to bring me, normally James did it but...
even tho it was a little cloudy it was nice weather so it wasn't that bad too cycle I guess. But it was a long way tho,I had too cycle at least 30 minutes, so I was later then the girls who got broyght by their parents, or went by bus, or like Rose who got her drivers licens. When I finally reached the library I put my bike on the side of the building, my friends weren't standing outdoors, soI guessed they already got in the library, so I went in as well, I walked up the stairs and opened one of the two doors.
The first thing I saw was bookshelfs, I have no idea how many, it looked like thousands,  but it were probably less, anyway the first thing I saw were bookshelves over filled with books.  Then I saw a couple of tables, one of them was taken by my friends, I waved at them and as soon as they saw me they waved back, and I walked up too them.
''Hey Moon!'' Cassandra said exited, she Always was exited when she was in the library or a bookstore.
I smiled ''Hey, sorry I'm late...'' I apoligized
''It's okay you are here now right, common let's start, we are picking topics.'' Cassandra said as she was about too focus on her books again.
''Okay, cool, which subject did you all pick?'' I asked the others
''Blood circulation.'' Rose answered, while she was reading, this was pretty much the first time she was really reading, well if it was about blood...
''I don't know yet...'' Sarah said despair
''I'm doing it about beauty products, I think at least, it's hard too find something.'' Olive said, sounding despair as well.
I nodded ''Okay,'' I looked around at the table that was covered with books, but nothig cathed my eye ''I'll look around if I can find anything that interests me.'' I said and some of them nodded and others made an agreeing noise.
I walked too one of the books shelves, it was hard too pick a topic if you were allowed too pick anything you wanted, as long as it interested you, I picked as much books as I could, but i didn't find much, not because there were no books, there were enoug books, but because I didn't know what interested me. I ended up having a book about Animals, DNA and a book about love when someone called my name.
''Yeah?'' I asked as I turned around.
''I wondered if you missed me.'' my books dropped, my breath stocked and my mounth fell open, I had totally forgotten about him. ''I wondered if you missed me, just as much as you miss that James person.'' The Man Clothed In Black was standing in front of me, but just like normally I couldn't see his face, but this time I could see why, he was wearing a mask.
''You seem suprised, guess you didn't miss me at all, I guess all you thought about was ''Oh poor me, Why did James never came back to me?'' Well you know Moon, I think that if you did have thought about me, this meeting would have bin much less painfull as it's about to be now.'' he paused for a second and seemed too look carefully at me, I swallowed, not knowing what to do
''Oh poor little girl, what does it feel like now no one is here too save you?''
I swallowed again ''I'm... I'm not alone... I'm here with my friends...'' I said with a vibrating voice, and The Man Clothed In Black laughed ''Sure you are, but they are on the other side of the library.'' he wispered
''I can scream.'' I said unsurely and again he grinned
''I thought you weren't allowed too make any noise in a library?''
I didn't know what too say, wished someone was here with me, too help or save me, not nessecerilly James, I would forget about him, maby Heath? No he was my brother, I could not handle it if he would not survive. Mickey?....
''Ýou didn't answer me.'' The Man Clothed In Black interupped my thoughts, I swallowed again and realized I had bin looking down at my feet the whole time, so I slowly looked up again.
''No, I....I am not, b....but I can when's a.... case of life and death...''
''Wauw, I'm impressed, I didn't know you knew you were about too die.'' he said sarcasticly
''Can you at least tell me why'' my voice broke and it made my sentage sound very wierd.
His head moved a little, like the way a dog would move it's head when it didn't understand.
''Why? I got so many reasons, because you to be you, because I had too, because ou never noticed me, because something told me too, because this is the only time you ever really notice me!'' he screamed, probably forgotten we were in a library, then the took my shoulders and jerked me somewhere against one of the bookshelves, I heard something cracking and I felt pain filling my body, I let myself fall on the ground, laid there a few seconds, trying too get the streght and the mood to get up, I wanted too run, get help, but I knew I couldn't because of the pain in my side and back, I thought I probably had broken some ribs. Then I stood up, leaning against the bookshelfs to get up, I looked at The Mand Clothed In Black and let go of the Bookshelf, I didn't want to let him show that I was weak, but he didn't fall for that, he laughed and asked ''Does it hurt yet?'' and I shook my head, even thought it hurted so much. The Man Clothed In Black came closer again, I automatically walked backwards but I was surrounded by bookshelves, so I couldn't go anywhere, his arms reached out to me, and my instict told me too jump away so I did, I nearly escaped from him, but then I felt he was holding my shirt and he jerked me down too the floor, he stooped to me, and his hand went to his back, to his belt, my breath stocked once again when I saw a metal thing shining in the lights from the library, but it was a weak light, so I could see it was a knife. Was it the same knife as the other times...
''Remember the knife?'' he asked like he had read my mind, I didn't answer and only swallowed.
''I got it from your house, I've seen how happy you were when your father gave it to you, but then you blamed it for your nightmares, didn't you? So you wanted it away, and you kept having the nightmares, but you totally  fotgot about the knife.'' he paused for a while when he placed the knife on my throath ''Now, I don't know why you have those nightmares, I think you are just mentally crazy. But I do know where your knife went.'' he removed the knife and and showed it I saw the handle, it was mine, it said my name, it was the knife my father gave me. ''And I'm going to be the first one too use it.'' the knife was right above me, but under him, he was stil stooped over my, with each leg on another sid of me while I was laying on the ground quit awkwardly, but I didn't care because I might got an idea, of course I didn't know if it would work but I had too try, and I only got this idea from movies, but in movies it aways seemed too work...
I tried too slap the knife out of his hand, but I bearly worked, it fell a but he catched it after the steel stiched in my arm, he laughed evily ''That only works in movies honey.'' he said after he was holding the knife rightly again. He looked in my eyes I saw through the small holes in his mask. his eyes looked like they were black but that probably was because the lights were so weak. Out of no where pain started streaming through my arm and I couldn't keep silent anymore and screamed the pain out, The Man Clothed In Black laughed out loud, apearently he had stiched my knife in my arm when I looked at him, and he did it again, I felt the red liqued that was my blood streaming out of my arm around the blade of the knife, which got taken out and got put on in my leg this time, and again I couldn't help it too scream out.
''IT HURTS DOESN'T IT??'' he asked, but I only could scream when he stiched my knife in my side, how could no one hear me? It was always silent in pretty much every library, it should be noticed when two persons are screaming? ''Does it hurt just as much as when James left you?'' he asked, and I managed too shake my head ''He didn't leave me.'' I said groaning ''I left him for his safty.'' I added, and somehow that gave me new streght, even thought the pain streaming through my body and my blood streaming out of my veins I managed too crowel away from him, I saw him being confused of my sudden actie, almost just as confused as me, I saw my way out, closer too where my friends were, not so close so they would be in danger, but close enough for them too hear me when I would scream. I croweled too my way out, but The Man Clothed In Black was faster, he jumped up, ran to me and he jumped down to me as I tried too crowel away as fast as I could, but he cathed my ankel and jerked me back, I screamed again, I was laying on my stomach, I looked back to him and I saw he was turning my ankel in the way as it would be if I had laid on my back, and the pain it gave, it was undercribable I felt like he was turning my ankel from my leg and the tears sprung in my eyes, and a scream escaped from my mounth again.
''Stop, stop, please stop.'' I cried through the pain but he just laughed, lifted his hand and it raced down again before I could even possible move it had reaced me already again, it just missed my thraoth and got stiched in my shoulder, again I screamed while the tears rolled down my cheek, why did I want anyone too hear me? No one would like too see a girl getting killed by a man who's identity was unknown yet and maby if no one would hear me, they wouldn't know who it was, I had to be sure someone heard me, that he couldn't escape and let mmefor death, I had too tell at least someone so The Man Clothed In Black could be folllowed and found, not just for me, but for everyone's safty, so I did all I could, I screamed again, louder, and louder and louder, I couldn't stop I was unstoppible, even tho I probably was dying I felt convidend, I screamed, and I turned my head too The Man Clothed In Black, and screamed with all the air I could get, the loudest I could be right in the face of The Man Clothed In Black, but I didn't seem too stop h. again he rased the knife, the blade no longer being shining, but being covered in my blood, and it reached me again, in my chest...
''Moon!!'' I heard as the tears escaped again just as one more hurtfull scream.

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ihave bin waiting too write this for so long!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't have inspiration for the chapters before these, but I really hope you liked it!!!!! What do you think is going too happen next? (I already got planned everything out in my head XD)
Thanks for reading!!
~Tamira