The Sun And The Moon

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A few days had passed, I had broken up with Nikki, she became all mad at me again, but it din't seem to be real this time, it was like she wanted to be mad, but couldn't so she just faked it. And in these few days I didn't hear anything from the family of Moon, I only got a card that I was invited for her funeral and theywrote that they wanted me too say something, I wasn't sure if I wanted too but Ididn't want too let them or Moon down so I said yes. But I didn't know what too say, all I had so far were things from the internet, but I wanted too say something that really came from me, not from the interenet, I wanted too have something personal, something that would make the others feel what I felt for Moon, since the day she came onto my life till the day she left, I wanted too tell how she may have bin gone, but that she never would leave my heart, and that that would be the way we would always be together, and that I would never allow it if someone said i had too forget her, because I would never forget her, she was printed in my heart and a piece of me died with her as she died in my arms...
''Are you okay?'' someone had gotten onto my room without knocking, or maby I just didn't hear it, it was my sister or mom, their voices were really simulair, and it was the first time anyone actually had asked me is I was okay since what had happened.
I turned around and saw it was my mom, she smiled at me very friendly, like I was a kid that always got hurted very easily, and maby I was that right now, I didn't know, I hadn't said much, and pretty much everyone seemed too see that I needed some time for myself, but I guess it had bin long enough for my mom.
I nodded ''I think so'' I said but it was more a question then a real answer.
''I know you aren't but that's alright in situations like these.'' she said and she sat next to me ''You don't get someon too die in your arms everyday.'' I grinned about that, I know I shouldn't but I, at the moment I didn't have any control over my emotions.
''You're gonna be alright honey, just just have too believe in yourself.'' she said when I didn't say anything.
''I know, but thanks.'' I answered, thhat seemeb to be enough to her because she hugged me
''What do you got so far?'' she asked me pointing at the paper on my desk, I sighed ''Nothing'' I simply said, she nodded ''Just write from your heart until you forget you're wrtining.'' she stood up and walked out of my room, but maby that had bin the advice I needed, so I started writing again, it had to be done in two days, I was lucky I didn't have to go too schol yet, not until after Moon's funeral, but I also was invited too her school for something her friends wanted me to be there, so that made three more days for me without school. And I was happy about that, I didn't think I could handle it when everyone would stare at me when I walked pass them, I wouldn't even handle it when I had to go too school again.
I sighed and took my pencil and stared at the paper again, but I only got distrected, by everything I saw moving through my window, then I told myself too look back at what Moon and I all had done together, things we said too each other, things that ment something to me.
I remebred when I first really met her and we had talked for the first time, how she had laid in the bed of the hospital, and we talked about ourselves too like, introduce ourselves too each other, I remembered how she invited me too her birthday and how I went there with that cake, how I met her friends and how her brother and Mickey had planned something, but it didn't go the way they wanted, exept maby for Mickey, now I thought about it, how had he done it? I thought he had bin with us, or hadn't he? I shook my head too go back too another memorie. I thought about the time when I first kissed her, also with her birthday, when I went home, I remember the adrenaline streaming through my body and how fast my heart had bin beating. I remembered one of our first walks alone in the park, how she smiled, oh she had such a beautiful smile... I would miss that smile, the blue eyes and black soft long hair so much, her small lips and her cute nose... I remembered how good she had looked in that simple blue dress when we were about too go out with everyone, us and her friends, I remembered howw we came too the shed, and how it was all covered in blood in there, I remebered how she got jerked away from us, how she had laid on the ground, bleeding, and not moving, I saw that scar in front of me, the scar she had held over from it, I remebered how I had screamed her nme and then I only had felt pain anymore... I rmembered our time in the hospital, and then when we both were healed again, how I always picked her up from school, because after what had happened in the shed we wanted too spend as much time with each other as we could, I remembred how people looked at us and used too call us The Sun And The Moon, I remember how we laughed about it, and how lucky Moon had bin, until... everything started too get wierd again, the nightmares she got, I got a few as well, it were more like daydreams, but not as bad as Moon got it, I remeber that one day someone had almost knocked the door out and when I opened the door Moon slapped her arms around me and had cried because she had thought I'd die, how she told me everytime she got a nightmare and something was going on, I remeber how she broke up with me for my own safethy, and how I didn't understand it, how mad and broked I got, and how follish, I remeber the panicked call from her friend, and how I saw her friend being hurt already when I got in the library, when I saw Moon and how my heart had stopped beating for a second when I realized what was going on, I remebered how she had died in my arms... how she wanted me too promise her something, and how, after she had passed away, I promised it, I know people would say our love wasn't true anyway, but I knew better, no, our love was real, and it will always live forward, because The Moon and The Sun never get broken apart, even when one of them would go away, they are just connected, the Sun and the Moon never would be able too disconnect.
Then I got my inspiration and started writing, till I forgot I was writing.

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