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I am not as sad as I think I am

As tortured as I would like to believe

Actually, I have it pretty good.

Above-average intelligence

A loving family

Plenty of material possessions

Amazing friends

An assurance of the next meal

An education

How is it that in spite of all of this,

I still feel moody?

I never feel 100% satisfied with myself,

Because I am not 100% satisfied with my life.

But why?

I live the ideal American dream.

Are people blessed with opportunities allowed to be unhappy too?

Or am I to spend the entirety of my life being thankful?

How can I be thankful if I’m used to what I have?

It is difficult to be thankful until that thing is taken away.

E.D.

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