kids aren't alright [COMPLETED]

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Joe's POV:

"hi babe .." i smiled as he sat beside me .. he smiled back .. a sweet smile ..

"hello honey .." he answered in a faint voice ..

"how is it here?"

"its good .. its cozy .." he said smiling .. "but i miss Hayley .. and Yannie .. i wish they are here .."

"then be back soon so you can be with her .." i said .. referring to Yannie .. we didn't told Hayley what happened .. i mean, we didnt send her email about what happened to Andy ..

we send her emails everytime there's an occassion .. hoping that she'll come back .. but we received no response from her .. and i know he was sending her emails too before .. but now that he's here .. he cant do that ..

tears fell from his eyes and it kills me .. i rubbed his back and pulled him on my chest .. and so he cried .. harder .. i know i can do nothing about this ..

"we are here babe .. and please .. please help yourself too .. we cant make this without you .. we are always here .. i will always be here .. amd please hold on and be fine .. not for me .. or for anyone else but for Adrienne .. okay?" i felt him nod ..

i dont care if he's not listening .. i'm willing to repeat this words again and again until it engraves in his mind ..

"i gonna give you something .." then i handed him a photo .. of a little girl who just turned 4 ..

he cried in happiness .. it was her latest picture .. amd i took the photo extra clear so he can see all her features ..

"Yannie .. Apple pie .." he mumbled as he carressed the photo ..

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"how is he?" Avril asked when she opened the door for me .. i gave her a kiss and talked ..

"he's fine .. i gave her Yannie's photo .." she smiled ..

its been 2 months since we sent him to rehab .. and he's doing great .. i can see the development in his body .. he's gaining weight .. because of lack of working out ..

and he's still a vegan .. the center cant do anythignabout it .. he pukes all the non-vegan food they give to him .. causing for him not to take meds and making him weaker ..

his parents sent a chef just for him .. to make him his food everyday .. good thing the center allowed it .. well .. its vegan .. its healthy ..

"i hope he'll be fine soon .."

"he will baby .. he definitely will .."

on sundays, we always reunite .. we leave Yannie on her grandmom (Andy's mom) and have almost whole day on the rehab center ..

we stopped playing for a while .. since we couldn't find a sub for Andy .. Patrick said that we will have a break for awhile .. maybe until Andy's back ..