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Wake up with amnesia (josh)

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"NO THATS IT JOSH" you yelled as your slammed the door. "But (y/n)-" Josh got caught off "Josh you been gone for 2 months and when you come back you didn't want to be with me YOU DIDNT EVEN CALL ME OR TEXT ME". You said with tears in your eyes. " I know I messed up but you don't have to do this" Josh said trying not to cry. "I know I don't have to because I want to Josh if you loved me you wouldn't do this to me" you said while walking out the door slamming it in his face.
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Your friend picked you up and you stayed at her place. You kept on getting text and calls form Josh. You tried to sleep then you woke up by a thought. Tears streamed down your face on to your pillow. "I mi-I- no I don't" you thought "I do-don't Want to leave him" you kept on thinking. "I hate him is bad but I love him so good" "I WANT TO WAKE UP WITH AMNESIA i don't want to see hear think of him I don't love him but he was there for me BUT HE FORGOT ME GOD I WANT TO PUNCH HIM SO BAD and kiss it all bedder" you thought in your head.
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"I wish he was here right now" you whispered to your self. You convince your self that you couldn't go to bed. So you got out of bed it was 12:00 am you grabbed your phone to go outside to take a breath. You friend heard you and peeked outside "you all good" she said "yeah just needed some air" you said back. "Ok" she said while leaving you. You looked down on your phone you slide your thumb to unlock your phone to see a picture of Josh. Then the tears came back you had his contact right in front of you. Hesitating to call him "don't" you said "but I want to" you said again. "Fuck why is he so complicated" you said while looking into the starry night.
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Then all the sudden your phone buzzed it was Josh. You freaked out you didn't know what to do but you answered it. "H-hello" you said trying to sound fine "(Y/N) I mean (y/n) you answered" Josh said. It was so nice to hear his voice "um yeah" you said "oh did I wake you up I'm so sorry" Josh said. He sounds so adorable NO STOP THAT "um no actually I-i woke up by thinking of you" you said "SHIT WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY WHY DID I SAY THAT" you thought. "Wait really cause me too I was scared to call you but my hands slipped and called you" Josh said.
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"Josh I can't do this anymore I miss you" you hesitated then heard of what you said "yeah...yeah! I miss you Josh more then ever I'm sorry I can't stop thinking of you I fucking love you please forgive me" you said with tears down your cheeks. "Baby I love you more then ever Im so sorry I miss you so much when you left you took my life I can't breath with out you I'm such a douche I know I'm not the best" Josh said. You could hear him crying "hey you want to come and get me" you said whipping your tears away. "Sure" he said.
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(A/N) sorry if that was bad and sorry for the missing you fanfics don't worry next one won't be like that) P.S yes It was based off of the song amnesia by 5sos