This Side Of Paradise

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a/n

(I found Aidan!!! I think I found him on buzzfeed, so I also don't know who he is.... Yay!)

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James: When do you think can see each other again?

                                               when school starts... its only a weekend away. : Me

James: .... :( okay.

I exit out of my texts with James, I finally texted him back a few days ago and he called me and told me how sorry he was for saying everything he did, and I forgave him but told him no dates, no flowers, nothing sweet. Just friends.

All other texts that were sent were to Aidan. He was everything I could want, sweet, nice, and could talk about interesting diverse topics that other people would think would be boring. He told me he's a senior at the other high school they have in town, and I'm surprised that they even have another high school at in Mattsville. We talk all the time about our family and our feelings and everything else. I made him send a picture of himself holding a piece of paper with my name on it to make sure I wasn't getting catfished, after that he made me do  the same. Sometimes, he takes forever to reply and when he does and it's early morning or late night they don't exactly make sense. One time he texted me saying that the wax i gave him, didn't burn correctly and was some fucked up shit and he wanted his money back. I didn't think much of it and told him I would buy him a good smelling candle if he wanted.

I dreaded returning to school, for many reasons.

A: James Johnson... mister JJ

B: Dumb kids in my class

C: Having to smile and pretend to be nice to people who think differently about me than how they act. Two faced bitches are not on my schedule but apparently I'm on theirs.

D: EVERYONE WEARING TOO MUCH COLOGNE.

So I take my last few days enjoying my movies, ramen noodles, hot tea, and Pickles, my cat. He sits on my lap as I put down my mug and read Aidan's text. Pickles is purring and being wonderfully warm in this cold weather and my tea helps too.

Aidan_Fox24: The cold is wonderful, don't you think?

Jemstone00: Its good, but it hurts my body sometimes.

Aidan_Fox24: Why? :(

Jemstone00: The car accident with my mom. I broke some bones and now the ache is just there. It's okay though, I am used to it by now :)

Aidan_Fox24: If the cold hurts, I will be there to keep you warm. ;) maybe more.

I learned that he is really good at making me blush and my stomach still does these flips whenever he says something sexual or sweet. It's almost uncontrollable. I just want to see him, I need to see him. I want to know his smell, hear his voice, feel his hands on me. I'm addicted to him like a child is candy. He makes me ache in all the ways my ex-boyfriend has but these are stronger and it makes me want to just be with him.