Emo Mate

Chapter 2

I can't do this to her. I need time to think. I jumped in my car and sped home. Leaving her alone on the sidewalk. I didn't even know her name. She looked stunned and a little hurt. My wolf was fighting me. Hard. Wanting me to drive back. Pushing me so far past my limits. I havnt spoken to my wolf in seven years because I'm afraid of how mad he'll be with me for leaving the pack and my alpha title. I couldn't handle it.

I was speeding down the road. Cars honking at me, other divers screaming out they're windows. I had to get as far away from this girl as possible. I don't want to get attached to her and then she realize I'm a complete scum bag.

I slammed through the front door, my eyes completely black. I slam the door and punch my fist through the dry wall.   My wolf was surfacing. Burning me inside. Screaming at me to go back to our mate. To see her. Hold her. Bring her home to our pack. Make her my Luna.

Michael shot up from the couch.

"Hey man what's wrong? Calm down Sebastian now!"

I stopped immediately in my tracks trying to calm down. Michael was a little older, he's a werewolf too. He's been a rouge his whole life. I ran into him shortly after I moved in with Jared. He doesn't talk much. So when he yells I know he's serious. He's saved my life more than once. I owe him everything.

"What happened."

"Found my mate. I just left her there. After I hit her with my car. What am I supposed to do?"

"Why the hell would you leave her there? What if she's in trouble? What the fuck is wrong with you Sebastian go back there right now!!"

Michael stopped, hearing a soft knocking on the front door of the apartment.

Oh shit.

I'm standing here stunned. I can smell her. She's here. Right outside the door.
Before I can register what is happening Michael slowly opens the door with a smile, inviting my scared little mate in. She is visibly shaking, scared, and intimidated. Then all the sudden she spoke.

"Um. I understand if you're going to reject me but I needed to make sure you were okay. I'm sorry I came here I just didn't know what else to do-"

I interrupted her with a tight hug. I can't hold myself back. My wolf back. I need her. I can't believe shes really here. I can feel her wolf purring in content, and her tears of joy staining my shirt, but I didn't care.

"I'm gonna give you guys some privacy." Michael says walking out the front door.

I pull away from my mate and look at her pale face. She was so perfect.

"What's your name?" I eagerly ask.

"It's Rory. It's kinda a dumb name but-"

"I love it, Rory."

She gave me a weak smile and I held her in my arms again, feeling the tingles of the mate pull pour through my body. I don't know how but we're gonna make this work, but somehow we will.