Emo Mate

Chapter 20

Sebastian's pov

Shes been in the hospital for a week and they still won't let me see her. I refuse to eat I refuse to sleep until I can hold her again. They say she's getting better but I won't know until I see for myself my baby is okay. I'm a monster. I did this to her.

So much of her hair fell out they say they had to shave her head. They set her jaw back in place and put a cast on her left leg that had snapped. I need to see her. I have to. I've been in this waiting room for seven days only taking bathroom breaks and pacing around. They all tell me to go home but I won't. I can't.

As I sit in my usual chair I begin to fall asleep. I have to stay awake. Suddenly the doors swung open and Rory's nurse walks in.

My eyes turn red and I jump up.

"Please. Tell me what's happening is she okay."

She looks at me with sad eyes before sitting me down

"Alpha sir something has happened. I need you to relax I need you to listen to me completely."

Oh dear god. I start to noticeably shake. I feel like I'm going to cry. What happened.

"Alpha we were doing just a normal checkup on Rory and we noticed her pants covered in blood and other matter. Alpha Rory had been carrying a baby and had had a miscarriage. She isn't taking this well. She falling apart. She says she wants you."

That's when I started to cry. I dropped to the floor.

My world went blank. My heart shattered. My world fell. I could feel the bile of my stomach begin to rise. I could feel my blood become hot and cold at the same time. What have I done. I'm a monster.

I need to see Rory. Through a pained scream I stand up to walk to Rory's room. Tears streaming my face.

"Alpha." The nurse says grabbing my arm. "You have to stay strong. Do it for her. She needs you right now."

I straitened up and nod, walking into her room.
I see Rory. She looks so much better. Her wolf is healing her quickly. Her leg was in a cast and her hair was grown into a short pixie cut. Her face was very bruised but not close to how horrible it looked before.

She didn't even look up at me but she noticeably stiffened in posture.

I walked straight up to her, looked her in the eyes and wrapped my arms around her. She began to cry.

Muffled screams ran their way into my shirt. Her tears leaving puddles on the cotton.

"Our baby is dead.... I didn't know Sebastian we didn't even know!" She cries into my shirt barely audible.

I kiss her head and hold her closer to my chest as I hold back my own tears.

"I'm so sorry. Rory I will never do anything to hurt you or our family again. No one and no thing will come in between us I swear to god."

"Shut the fuck up Sebastian. You don't deserve my respect or my acceptance. I don't owe you anything. This is all your fault. And you can't fix if. You did something stupid and unforgivable. But that doesn't mean I'm not going to forgive you. I can't live without you."

"Are you still in pain."

"This hurts so much. I just want it to go away."

Then it hit me. The one thing that could heal her. My mark. I never marked her. If I did now she would completely heal in a matter of seconds. Her body would be renewed.

I look down at Rory as she clings to me, tears running down her pained face. IV's and tubes going throughout her body

"Rory I'm going to do something. I'm going to make the pain go away. I'm so sorry."

She looks up and before she can say anything I sink my teeth into her neck. I hear a blood curtailing scream come from receiving a forced mark.