I broke down again.
I got to the point of shaking and breaking another mirror.
It's good that I have a lock in my room.
Anger, sadness, anxiety...
I slip into a feeling
Then come out feeling another one.
Emotions are holding me back from being able to cope.
I despise Taehyung...
He did this!
It's his fault.
He fucked me up,
More than I already was...
Why should I care about him
When he never cared about me?
He's not important right now.
I must
focus.
I want to stop thinking,
It increases the physical pain.
With every
Single
Thought.