The Struggles of Surina

1; BB problems

Hi children of mine even though you're all probably older than my newly legal ass.

Sigh.

I come bearing a chapter that's gonna let y'all know about my struggles with BB currently.

So as you know (if you're not up to date please don't read the next part)

BUT JUSTIN AND HAZEL FINALLY SAID I LOVE YOU

That was literally all of you in the comment section, those single three words Justin spoke has over 100 inline comments I'm so slskdksd

ANYWAYS

now that y'all have your ily I was planning on writing sex and had been for a long time because one, I haven't written jazel sex for so long and two, jazel are in their lil love bubble and I ain't popping it

SO

there was me, planning this sex and was gonna go all hard with some foreplay, loads of dirty talk (trust me if you're blushing whilst reading this you ain't the only one)

But I have problems

Why you may ask?

One, I cannot vision JB in BB anymore after those nudes came out when I've previously (indirectly at least) described his dick as this monstrous iron pipe that ruins the insides of Hazel for a few days

I'm so

Y'all like, lemme tell a secret and just say my ass is wAAAAAAY more invested in the black than the white side of the gradient

If you don't get it...well maybe this'll help

ANYWHO

My mind was so warped by JB's shrimp I nearly died on the floor and knew that whenever I did a sex scene y'all would be in the comments mentioning his size dick in real life.

And don't even say you wouldn't have

SO IM LIKE CONFUZZLED (confused and puzzled babes)

Like I can gladly sit down and write some sex but my vision is blurred by JB's nudes I sit at my laptop like

ITS CRAZY OKAY

I might just like, open the next BB chapter with some casual remnants of their sex or would y'all kïll me for that 🙃  

Yeah you guys would probably kïll me sldkskd

There probably will be some smut in the next chapter of some kind but remember read between the lines because BB is coming to an ending and it ends with a bang (not a sexual one unfortunately)

BB ends on chapter 62, it'll be official on chapter 61, and the epilogue on chapter 62.

Chapter 63 will be me thanking you all for everything (I've had this agenda all planned forever I swear) and asking y'all for questions concerning the story if you have any (I KNOW THIS IS DUMB BUT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE CUTE)

Chapter 64 will be answering said questions in chapter 63 and me introducing the summary for the sequel for BB

((((Yes there is a sequel, love me later))))

And finally chapter 65 is me notifying you that the sequel is up so you can all add it to your libraries (:

Does that all make sense???

I hope it does, but legit I'm so excited for the sequel and everything concerning BB even though my update schedule went from weekly to months apart.

If you've been here reading the story since those weekly updates, y'all the real MVP'S and I loVE YOU

As for that this chapter had a purpose (I think)

I just wanna know some things okay babiessssss

So y'all want some jazel smut in the next BB chapter? Anything specific 😛

Are you mad at me that I made them long out the I love you? Please don't fight me, I did that to myself when I was moaning to Tati about leaving it for so long

Was the I love you okay? COS FR I SWEAR I COULDVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER

AND AND AND ALSO

Is there anything you guys want to see happen in BB that hasn't happened yet (sexual, romance, just in general)? please answer this because I want to include some of your ideas & also don't say cheating or pregnancy, it's not happening yet (concerning pregnancy) lmfao

But yeah

I struggle writing BB because I'm so OCD about everything it's unreal

So help ya homegirl out and she'll repay you in (cringe) jazel smut

I love y'all endlessly and thank you to everyone who was so excited about this whole rant book thingy.

Is there anything specific you guys want me to talk about? I'm open to ideas (:

Just let me know and I'll get to it.

Again I LOVE YOU GUYS

I'll be back soon with more, leave me your thoughts by the questions and I'll reply to your comments when I wake up tomorrow.

Goodnight babies ❤️