Solji
I kept staring at my phone, contemplating with myself whether I should give her a call or not. Last night event made me all confused and guilty towards her.
Flashback
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
I stared at his eyes, finding the truth behind all these nonsense that were happening right now. Why does she said that to me? What is he here in front of me, kissing me like there's nothing happened before?
"Why are you doing this?"
I finally manage myself to speak up after a long silence, letting him spilled out everything that I don't know whether it was real or not.
"I have no reason to do this. I'm just following my heart."
"So if your heart said you need to kill yourself, you did?"
I blurted. My eyes welled up with tears as I took a step backwards from him. His grip on my waist loosen as he was taken aback.
"Stop spilling nonsense."
"Is confessing my love nonsense to you? What about you consider your love a joke? Wouldn't it be hurt?"
"W-What—"
"Actually, I had a talk with Yoon. She told me to break up and just be friends. I have no nonsense to spill to you when I love you more than anything else and I'm a fool for too late to realize it."
I breathe out a deep breath and look away from me as the tears fall on my cheeks. Should I be happy because I finally got to be with him or should I be sad to the fact that Yoon breaking up with him because of me? He reached out my cheeks and wipe away my tears as he face me.
"We've decided it on our own. We've talked, confessed, and decide together. No misunderstanding or arguments."
I sighed to him. I wanted to believe him but some part of me just told me don't. I look at him.
"I'll give the answer on Monday. So don't call me until I give you the answer."
End of Flashback
My thoughts snapped out by my phone ringtone. I glance at the caller identity and it was Yoon. I took it in my hand and stare at it for awhile. I sighed and accept the call.
"Hey."
["Hey, my ass! Yah, what took you so long to answer me? What are you even doing?"]
I kept quiet like I always do. Good thing we're on phone. If we're meeting up right now, she'll definitely slap the hell outta me for being silent. I sighed.
["Wow! Jeon-ah! I think I just got ignored!"]
["Is that even my problem?"]
["Tch, asshole. Anyway, yah Ahn Solji! Let's meet up. The park!"]
I smile a little, knowing that she still remember our favourite place even though it's been 3 years passed.
"Okay."
["Right now."]
Then she hung up the call. I stare at my phone for awhile. My mind were flying away thinking about Yoongi. What the hell am I supposed to answer him? God damn it, it's so frustrating. I threw my phone on the bed and get dressed to meet her.
