Yoon
I walked around the forest by myself, looking around to the trees and the dead leaves on the ground. Some dead leaves were falling down. I guess some of them that were still hanging on the trees were sad because they lost their love ones; the leaves that are falling.
I stopped walking once I've reached one spot where it was far away from the pool. It was unexpectedly windy here. I look up to the trees around me.
"Hyung,"
I muttered. Tears suddenly fall down on my cheeks as I lowered down my head, staring at my shoes. I sniffle.
"Can I get through all of this?"
I cried. I clenched my fist, preventing me to cry aloud because I don't want Jungkook to hear me even though I'm so far away from him right now.
"Of course you will. Because you're Kim Yoon."
I shut my eyes. Hyung's voice were still in my mind. I still can't forget about him even though it's been years ago.
"Yah, stop crying already. You're a big girl of mine, right?"
I look up and open my eyes. Hyung was there, smiling at me. My tears flow down faster than I could ever imagine because it's too hurt.
"Hyung—"
I finally breakdown. He was still smiling at me. Maybe he was trying to make me smile. I tried to smile but I break into a massive tears.
"Yoon-ah~ You have to forget about me. How can I be peace when you're wasting your tears over me?"
I pursed my lips, preventing any crying sound escape. I wipe away my tears and took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry... for being weak. I'm so sorry... oppa."
"Oh? What is this? You're calling me 'oppa'? Wow, that's new of you. Finally."
I chuckled a little. I knew he would said that. I purposely call him that because I don't want him to see me sad anymore. I flashed a faint smile.
"Live your life, Kim Yoon. I, Kim Taehyung, as your brother, will watch you from up there. Okay?"
I forcefully nodded back because it was the only way though. There's nothing I can do anymore. I lowered down my head. If only mom and hyung were alive, I don't think I would be lonely. I don't think dad would make himself busy just to forget all the sadness.
"You did great in your life already, my daughter."
I heard a female voice so I look up. My heart stop beating for awhile as I stiffened. This is the first time I saw her with my own eyes.
"Mom?"
She smiled at me as she cling her arm on hyung's arm.
"Don't be sad. Your brother is happy already. I'm taking care of him, of course."
My eyes welled up with tears once again. I want to go with them too. I want a hug from my mom. Ah, I'm so jealous of hyung. I force a smile.
"Oppa's right. I do look like you."
I saw hyung smile widely, knowing that I called him oppa. I'm glad though. Mom smiled too.
"Of course you look like me. Who else would take after my beauty if it's not you?"
I chuckle a little, pursing my lips. They both smiled at me.
"Take care of yourself, my Yoon. We have to go now. This is the last time. You can get through all the life obstacles. Taehyung and I believe in you. Hm?"
