a few years later | meanie.

two.

❝you never lose by loving.
you always lose by holding back.❞

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"jeon... jeon wonwoo." said mingyu, as he stood up. he couldn't believe that the boy he have waited for, was in front of him.

"you finally came ... i was sure that you will come one day. i missed you so much, wonwoo hyung." he continued, his eyes filled with tears. he went to him and pulled him into a hug.

he didn't care about the others people, in this moment there were only him and the one he love.

he could stay like this for years, but wonwoo pushed him away.

"excuse me but ... who are you ?" he asked with his usual deep voice.
the boy next to him, took his hand and looked at mingyu with wonder.

mingyu looked at the two hands locked together.

"what do you mean ? i .. i am your boyf-"
"he is your childhood friend, kim mingyu ! we were all friends back then, don't you remember ?" suddenly said seungcheol.
"oh that's why your face was so familiar ! anyway, i'm sorry we are really busy now, we will go first !"

after that the older greet them, he took mingyu's hand and they sat back.

"why did you did this ? why didn't let me talk to him ? why did you let him go ? seungcheol, it have been five years since i last saw him, why did you ..."

seungcheol looked away, he didn't said a word.
he finally spoke up after a few minutes.

"he didn't remembered you.
and you, you waited for him, you never stop loving him. but what about him ?
he just forgot you. and he found someone else. you saw it too right ?
i told you that it was time for you to forget him. please just let him go, you will just get hurt holding in him ..."

this time it was mingyu who didn't said anything. he knew that he was right, but he couldn't say it. he just couldn't let him go. he knew that he would do anything to have him back.

but how ? he didn't knew.
what happened ? he still didn't knew.
he sighed and closed his eyes, trying to take a little nap, still sitting in the coffee shop.

"did you knew him ?" asked the boy who was next to wonwoo.
the two were heading to their university, after having bought two americano.
"no ... not really." he answered, drinking his coffee.
"he seems to knew you thought, he even hugged you uh." he pouted.
"are you jealous ? don't worry minghao, i'm yours." he said while laughing.

minghao smiled and took wonwoo's hand again. they were together since soon one years. when he first arrived in korea, he knew just a few words but wonwoo helped him a lot.
and they just naturally fell in love.

after the school day finished they both headed to their house.
wonwoo was thinking all day about what happened earlier.
he felt that he didn't know him, but inside of him, he was a bit hurt, and he didn't knew why.

maybe because seeing the boy crying makes him feel sad. he seems so broken, and somewhat this seems familiar. he gave up his thoughts about this and headed to his bedroom.

"it's not like i'm going to see him again." he thought, as he closed his eyes.