a few years later | meanie.

four.

"remember when we first met ?
you seemed so curious about me.
i thought that you would have give up because i never answered you, but you stayed."

wonwoo looked at his phone, he didn't know what to say.
yesterday, both of them exchanged their numbers.

wonwoo wanted to know more about his past, and it seemed that mingyu was the one who knew a lot about him.
he wasn't sure if he could trust him yet, but something told him that he should just stay for the moment.

"what are you doing hyung ?" asked his boyfriend, minghao, who was next to him.

"ah, nothing, don't worry !"

then minghao took wonwoo's phone and looked at his message.

"what ? since when do you have his number ? why are you talking to him ? i really don't like this guy ..." he said, still looking at the phone.

"don't worry ! i just wanted to know more about my past, that is all ! you know that you are the one i love right ?" answered back the older, while hugging him.

but something wasn't right, he didn't feel good, it was like he was lying to himself.

he shook his head and smile at minghao.
he was surely just too tired.
tired of everything, trying to remember something that he forgot for years was difficult, but he still wanted to know more about it. about mingyu, and their relationship.

"well, hao, i will head home first. i'm so tired i need some rest." he said.

the chinese boy agreed and went back to his home as well.

when wonwoo arrived at his home, he saw his father reading the newspaper.

"father ? i wanted to ask you something. you know it have been years, and i have never ask you about it but now i became very curious about it. can you tell me exactly what happened five years ago ?"

the father put down his newspaper and looked at wonwoo in the eyes.

"look wonwoo ... i think it will better if you don't know about it. it will only make you sad, after all you are happy now right ? so why do you bother to remember about the past ? past is past ..."

"yes i am happy, but i have always feel that something was missing, i don't know what it is, but all that i know is that missing thing was something very important to me, so i'm trying my best to remember it." said wonwoo.

mr.jeon looked at wonwoo with teary eyes. because he knew everything, everything that have happened five years ago. he realized that "the something" he was talking about was kim mingyu.
even after all these years he still didn't forget about him, the memories of him were still there, somewhere in his heart.

he didn't want to talk about this to his son, because it would just be painful to him. and he would maybe hate him, since that he told him that they were going to move out in another city, before the accident.

they moved back to seoul two years ago. and the father felt even more sorry towards wonwoo, since they moved out just for 3 years and get back to their old city.

he told himself a lot of time that the accident was all because of him.

"what if he didn't tell him that they were going to another city."

maybe if he didn't, wonwoo wouldn't have been that frustrated back then and would have just went to met mingyu as usual.

"dad ? why aren't you answering me ?" asked wonwoo, impatient.

"my dear son, i will tell you about it one day. but not today please." he said, looking away.

"why ? is it because of kim mingyu ?"

wonwoo's father turn his head to face his son with a shocked face.

"your expression is telling me that he have something to do with it." said the latter.

"do you still remember him ?" asked the doctor, with a serious voice.

"yes." he said right away.