Prologue to Fragile Trust pt2

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(Don't judge the title, it is a prologue. Deal with it😎)

Yin's POV

I knew Yang get angry...but I never thought or have seen like...THIS. I feel terrible for Yang, and our mom. I started to feel great pain has if my hole side was sore, and questions filled my mind

                        How?

           How long has he felt this way...?

How could I not know about this...?

    How will things become now...?

                          How was I SO blind not seeing this come...?

                                     Why?

Why now...?

                             Why not sooner...?

    Why didn't "I" do anything to

help...?

                                 What?

      When did this become a problem...?

              What caused this madness...?

What did "I" do to deserve this...?

And all these questions kept filling my head in more and more and more, and each question would make more and follow up questions too. Turning it into more than just concern and regret.

But the one question I didn't ask myself is...

..."Why do I feel like this?"

(This is still Yin's POV)

I feel so bad...

I don't want to feel this way...

What will Soap think of me now?

I'm gonna loose everyone...

My mom...

My dad...

Taoism sure hates me now...

And Yin, I'm just holding him back...

No point to talk even about Soap...

"huh?" I snappedout of staring into space and notice Yang feeling unusual, he doesn't look well...

Yang just made our mother really upset, she is seem worry for us. It is not like Yang to even be like this. I can tell he has his own things in his mind, I just happen to hear and feel how he feels. but it's not like me to decline something from our mother, I started to have thoughts of my own. No, it wasn't the darkened gilt my brother was feeling, I wasn't thinking about Soap. But, mainly where Yang and I should live with.

I love our mom, but Yang is not always enjoy being with her, Yang tells me he's embarrassed of the affection and love she tries to give us. And I thought Yang liked father... but I guess not since he snapped at him. Taoism maybe the one person me and Yang both like....but, I hope that isn't true. But never the less, Yang and I like Taoism, so I think they are best person to live with. But of course, it can't workout if we not make things of butter with mom.

It's been 10 minutes since the argument, and I look at Yang, and he seems to be in really deep thought, I know I must ask him. "Um? Yang?"

This probably isn't that good since Yin basically narrated the hole chapter, but I do as much as I can ecseped when I procrastinate. XD

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