Mark smiled lightly as he looked down upon Sean who slept peacefully, cuddled up into Mark's side, breathing in and out softly.
Mark kissed his head and looked out the window at the rain that smacked into the glass of the window, a slight flash of lightning and a low rumble.
Sean began squirming, whimpering in his sleep, his eyes squeezing shut tightly, his body beginning to shake. Mark watched worriedly, knowing that he was having an nightmare, contemplating one whether he should wake him or not.
He began crying, tossing and turning, fearful whimpers escaping his lips as he shivered uncontrollably. Mark decided he couldn't watch Sean suffer anymore, beginning to shake him and mutter for him to wake up.
Sean began screaming, his body shook and Mark shook him harder, desperate for him to wake up. "Sean! Sean! Fuck, wake up!" Mark yelled and soon Seans eyes shot open, jumping up and clutching onto Mark, crying his his chest, his body still trembling.
"Shhhhhhhhhh, it's okay baby, I'm here, I'm here" Mark shushed, rocking him lightly, calming him down. "I'm so sorry Mark, I must have woken you up, I'm sorry" Sean pulled away, wiping his eyes with his wrist, the tears still spilling.
Mark smiled and kissed his tears, taking Sean's hands in his own, intertwining their fingers together. "It's okay, I was awake anyway" He kissed Sean's cheek, then his neck, his collarbone then moving back up to under his chin, moving up and kissing the corner of his lips before he placed a gentle kiss on his lips.
"You were?" Sean mumbled, biting his lip. "Yeah, you don't have to be sorry, you never have to apologize" Mark smiled, running his fingers through Sean's green locks, smiling lovingly to him, tilting his head slightly.
"But... but there's so many things I've done to fuck you over, why.... why do you love me after everything I've done?" Sean asked, his eyes saddened.
"Look, Sean, I was mad before, I never realised how hard life was until I lost you, I was so filled with despair I decided to build it on hate, I love you baby, I always will no matter how angry or how much I deny it, you may be the cause of some destruction in my life but I can never deny that I wouldn't change you for anything" Mark whispered, Sean smiling before he kissed him, wrapping his arms around him, pulling him close.
"Guys? Where are you?" Jenna's voice suddenly called, the two pulling away and jumping out the bed, quickly dressing themselves, both muttering profanities as they hurriedly pulled on their clothing, Sean fixing his messy hair and jumping onto the bed, trying to look as casual as possible and Mark standing in front of the mirror, pretending to check himself as the door opened, Gray peeking inside.
"Hey" Sean waved, smiling innocently. "Babe! You owe me 20 bucks" Gray yelled, smiling proudly. "For what?" Mark rose an eyebrow at him. "That you two would eventually bang" Gray grinned childishly, shutting the door, leaving the two in embarrassment.
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Sean smiled as he walked around the woods, taking in the peace of the nature around him, looking up to the sky and sighing dreamily. This was the one time he could be alone, not that he didn't like Mark, Jenna or Gray's presence.
Sean walked on until his eyes landing on the sight of the black tar road, his pace slowing down to a stop, staring at the road. Before he knew it he was slowly walking towards the road, stepping out from the tree covered area, stepping on the sidewalk of the street, seeing people walking and driving along.
He stuffed his hands in his pockets and walked along the sidewalk, hanging his head and fixing the beanie he wore, fixing his glasses that kept sliding down the bridge of his nose, biting his lip.
He crossed the street and walked into the store he had spotted, knowing very well that it was a video game store.
He smiled to the cashier who glanced up at him from her phone before she looked back down. He frowned but continued, walking along the aisles, his eyes trailing along the games, none seeming to catch his attention.
He eyes landed on one particular game, his eyes lit up and he reached for it, picking it up. Uncharted 4, he beamed and read the back, being a huge fan of the game series, having played the games prior to the one he had just found.
"That's a good game, I definitely recommend you play it Jack" a voice said and he froze, slowly looking back his eyes widening when he saw who it was.
"Felix!" He put the game down and hugged his friend excitably, Felix laughing and hugging him back. "Holy shit! I can't believe it" Sean stepped back and placed his hands on his hips.
"You better, cus it's me" Felix shrugged, smiling crookedly. "Shit, how have you been dude? It's been forever" Sean asked, crossing his arms.
"I've been well, a lot has happened since Rodney and the glass room" he held up his hand, Sean seeing the golden ring on his finger, his grin only grew.
"Congrats man!" Sean giggled, sighing happily, his thoughts shifting to Mark, remembering when Mark got hit by that car that he was asking Sean about marriage.
"Thanks, and how have you been?" Felix asked Sean shook his head, snapping out of his thoughts. "I'm on the run again, so that's pretty cool" Sean stated and Felix frowned, looking away.
"Yeah... sorry".
"Don't be" Sean shook his head, his smile returning as the two continued catching up, eventually deciding to take a walk and go for a coffee. "So, how's Mark?" Felix asked as he sipped his warm drink, Sean staring at his cup of black coffee.
"He's good, we're just a bit nervous after everything that's been going on" Sean shrugged as Felix sighed, pulling out a box of cigarettes, placing one between his lips, holding out one to Sean who hesitantly accepted, taking one from him and letting Felix light the drug before he placed it between his own lips.
The two spoke for a while longer, smoking and drinking their coffee, laughing with each other. Eventually Sean noticed how long he was out, knowing that Mark would get very worried about him.
"Look, Pewds, this has been swell but I need to get going, Mark's gonna worry" Sean stood and Felix nodded, he too standing, the two walking off after they threw their empty cups away finishing their cigarettes before they walked on.
Sean looked over at the large park, his eyes landing on a small girl who sat on the bench with a book in her hands, his eyes catching the tank beside her.
"Hey, I've got to leave you here, it's been really fun" Sean stopped and Felix smiled and nodded, the two hugging before Felix walked off, Sean walking over to the girl. Mark can wait.
"Hey there Darlin'!" Sean took off her cap, she whined reaching up for it before she saw who it was. "Mister Jack!" She squealed and he leaned down, hugging her tightly.
"Hello Enitza" he hugged her as she squeezed him. "How is Mister Jack? Did I do good? Did my ss... syy... words do good?" She couldn't say 'psychological'.
"Yes they did Entiza, you helped me greatly, thank you" Sean grinned, placing the hat on her head, her giggling as he placed it on crookedly, she fixing it so it was on right.
"Are you here alone again?" Sean sat beside her, tilting his head at her. "No! I am here wiff my papa" she beamed proudly and Sean smiled widely, not aware of the fact she even had a father.
"Really? Where is he?" He asked and she pointed to a man who walked towards them. Sean's face paled and he lowered his head, nearly having a heart attack when he saw who it was.
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