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fourty-three

A/N: so... this book is finish in my works so I'm just gonna raid y'all shits. :)

my tears are dried up by now but i'm still distracted. freya kissed my lips over and over until i finally kiss back. knocking me out my trace, she crawls on me with one leg on one side and one leg on the other. she doesn't do anything until i look straight into her eyes.

she said she loves me.

while making eye contact, freya speaks. "i'm sorry for your terrible childhood and i wish i was there and help you through but i'm here now and i still want to help you."

i can hear the lust in her voice and see it in her eyes. if this is her way to distract me, it's working. my eyes travel down her body, admiring how her small boobs perk up in her sports bra or how she was sitting right on top of me.

i feel myself get excited as she lean in to kiss my lips then down to my neck then my chest.

"freya, i-" i started but she jerked up.

"am i being too forward? wrong timing? i just want to take your mind off it." freya sounds defeated but when she tries to get up, my grip tightens around her waist.

"no, it's just... i don't want you doing anything you're not ready for." i say calmly.

"i want you." with those three words, i press freya closer to me and kissed her passionately.

the mood changing rather quickly.
freya right hand lands on my cheek with the other on my shoulder.
the kissing continued and i had that strange feeling coming over me again. it was all around us, every soft touch made me feel this different strong sting.