Choice (Casifer/Lucifer!Cas x Reader)

Chapter 10 - He's Using You

"Hmm... Good to know. Thank you... What's your name?" Lucifer cocked his head to the side.

"Jameson, sir," the demon minion smiled with confidence.

"Well, thanks again Jameson. Have a week off or whatever," Lucifer waved him off and walked away.

Jameson frowned. Not the praise I was looking for...

-Lucifer's P.O.V-

So, they're going to send little Mark in, huh? I'll be waiting for him... But what if he does end up finding her and telling her? Should I tell her first? She'll think I'm using her, though. 

But I am... Am I?

I walked in to see (F/N) no longer reading, but seeming to wait for me.

"Where do you think God is in all this? Don't you think he'd care that the world that he created is going to end because of his sister?" She asked me impatiently. The subject matter of the Darkness is obviously still on her mind. Great.

"Frankly, I don't think daddio has cared about you guys or anyone else for a long time," I said, rolling my eyes. 

"How can he just create life and not care about it anymore? I'm sorry if I'm being annoying, but I've never had to contemplate this shit before," she snapped at me. 

I sighed.

"I understand, but contemplating doesn't change anything, (F/N). Amara is after him. Of course he's not going to show his cowardly face. So it's up to me to kill her," I explained to her calmly.

She frowned.

"Okay... What did that demon want?" She asked.

"He was just updating me on the whereabouts of Amara," I lied straight through my teeth. I just can't bring myself to tell her...

-With Sam, Dean, and Mark-

"Okay, so Billie is going to perform a spell that will send you directly to (F/N). Do you have anything with you that ties you to her?" Sam asked Mark.

Mark fidgeted with the bead bracelet that (F/N) made for him.

"Yeah, my bracelet. Do you need it?" Mark glanced at Billie. He didn't think a Grim Reaper would look so... normal.

Billie nodded at him. He took it off carefully and handed it to her.

"Alright, you ready, Mark? Remember, your main goal is to tell her. I know it's going to be hard to leave her, but this is all we've got right now, okay?" Dean said, placing his hand on Mark's shoulder.

"Yeah, I got it..." Mark took a deep breath.

Billie began to perform the spell, speaking in Latin. 

Mark's whole body began to feel tingly and he shut his eyes tightly as his head became fuzzy. He opened them and next thing he knew he was in a large bedroom. He spotted movement in the corner of his eyes and he turned to see (F/N) picking out books from a bookcase.

He sighed out of relief and joy that his beautiful girlfriend was alive and right in front of him.

(F/N) heard this sigh, thinking it was Lucifer. She turned around to see her boyfriend standing there with tears in his oh-so-brown eyes. 

"M-Mark?" She said, dropping the books to the ground.

He quickly walked up to her and took her in his arms. He ran his fingers through her (H/L) (H/C) hair. She wrapped her arms tightly around him.

She knew she shouldn't do this. She knew she had to let him go, but with him right here, she couldn't help it.

She let go of him, her (E/C) eyes tearing up.

"How are you here? You need to leave, it's not safe for you," she said frantically.

"Dean and Sam helped me. (F/N), you know I would never give up on you, no matter what you say. I don't have much time, I need to tell you something importa-"

"Well, well, well. The infamous Mark! How pleasant to finally meet you," Lucifer walked in, hatred laced in his words. He snapped his finger and Mark was suddenly tied to a chair.

"Don't you dare hurt him, Lucifer! He has nothing to do with this!" (F/N) shouted at him, tears streaming down her face.

Though Mark felt terrified that he was actually in the presence of the Devil. Even though he looked like a normal guy, he was scary as Hell (no pun intended).

"(F/N), Lucifer is using you! He's using you to defeat the Darkness. Mildred said if you seal your love, you and Lucifer will become the new God and Darkness!" Mark warned her. He didn't care if he died at his point. He didn't want to die knowing (F/N) didn't know the truth.

"What?" She stopped crying and glared daggers at Lucifer.

Lucifer's heart beat 100 times faster. He glared at Mark with red eyes. He brought his hand up to snap Mark out of existence.

"If you harm or kill him, I will never forgive or speak to you ever again," (F/N) said through gritted teeth. 

Lucifer's jaw clenched as he still glared at Mark. 

"Fine. Leave," Lucifer snapped Mark out of his restraints and opened a portal in the wall for him.

Mark started to walk towards the portal.

"I love you, (F/N). Always remember that," he teared up again and left through the portal.

(F/N) began to cry again and fell to her knees. 

Lucifer frowned. He was angry, but now he felt horrible. He felt guilty. Damn these stupid new feelings, he thought to himself.

He walked up to (F/N) and sat on the floor in front of her.

"I was going to tell you... I didn't want you to think I was using you..." Was all Lucifer could say.

(F/N) looked up at him.

"Aren't you? I mean what other reason would you want me here? You obviously hate humans, and you're Satan. You don't care about anyone except yourself. That was just proven to me," she said spitefully, looking down.

"If I had told you before you found out from Mark, would you still think this?" Lucifer asked, tearing up. Wait, I want to cry... I've never wanted to cry. Why is this happening to me?! He thought as he noticed the tears in his eyes.

(F/N) looked back up at him. She noticed him tearing up. She wouldn't let herself feel bad for what she said.

"I... Just leave me alone. I can't talk to you right now. I can't deal with any of this," she got up and walked over to the bed. She got into the bed and turned on her side away from him.

Lucifer sat there feeling defeated. He didn't care about the Darkness or his pride. Those matters were trivial to him in this moment.

All he cared about was restoring his relationship with (F/N).