Save The Broken Girl

Chapter 1

hay guys , thank u for reading this  story 

first of all i would like to inform you that this is NOT a fanfic  and i love Demi lovato , so the way i discribed the main character is NOT what i think of Demi .

and i also would like to thank @selenJonas cuz she helped me finding the names for the story :) 

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i threw my school bag on the floor as i laid on my bed , it's just another school day for me , a painfull and long school day might i add ..

i bet you want to know what happened , well i think i will tell you ,

my day at school is the same everyday , i go to school get in my class to find my enemy Hannah , who is one of the school bitches there ,throwing some hurtful words at me , she will keep doing that till the last bell ring and i go back home , 

people in the school will be laughing at what she say  , and whatever she say , even if it is lies and shit , i guess that's what give her the power , 

and what makes my life harder is that i don't have friends there, well, i have friends but not  best  friends, my friends at school are nothing more than friends , 

my only best friend lives far away and she goes to another school so we hardly talk and meet up , so yeah, i am lonely in my school , just sitting with people that i know will leave me any minute.

"Selen , food is ready " i heard my mothers voice calling me , 

"coming " i called back .

my mom ..

i will tell you more about my family ,

i have 2 brothers and one sister , James ,my older brother he is 22 , then Rabia my older sister who is 20  , then me Selen who is 18 then my younger brother  Jake who is 15 .

i went down and sat on the table to with my whole family  as we start talking , i mean They start talking about how good they are and me listening to my mother telling me how i should be like them .

all mom was saying was how i am not doing anything , how i am not good at school even though i have a really high grades , and how i don't help in the house cleaning and then she start the conversation that we have everyday .,, my clothes

"you know selen, you should start wear more of a feminine clothes "she said

"mom , there is nothing wrong with my clothes, its not like i'm wearing sweat pants and guys shirts!! just because i don't like wearing short clothes that i should change my style " i said , 

i got up " i'm done ..i'm going to bed early " and went to my room ,hearing mom saying how rude i was ..of course!

i locked my door and laid on my bed , i felt tears fall down my eyes, when will my life get better ? why am i not good enough to anyone ? why is everyone always better than me ?, 

i stood up and walked to the mirror and start looking at my ugly reflection 

my black hair is so.normal , 

my face is so ugly ,

my eyes are so big 

then i start looking at my body

i am so fat, i need to lose weight ,,

but for who ? why would i lose weight ! i mean , no one will love me anyway , at  least that what my ex boyfriend showed..

that i am not good enough !

that i will never be good enough for anyone , he showed me how ugly i am even though at first he made me feel like i am the only girl in the world 

Austin made me feel at some point that i was beautiful , and he told me every day that and that he likes me a lot ,and how he will never leave me,and that i was the one for him  , but i guess i was so naive to believe that !

one day i was walking in the park ,just walking around and thinking  to find him making out with a girl , i got closer to them to see its Hannah , yeah ,Hannah the school's bitch who made me feel like shit and worthless everyday . she is not the only one who make me feel like that anyway .

did i move on ?

yes i did , but the effect of what he did is still here .

he was one of the reasons why i feel like this everyday , 

to be around people who are always better than you and to hear your mom always comparing you to them and tell you how beautiful they are is not something you want ,and believe me i don't want that .

but i have to live in this everyday hoping that someone will find me and save me ..

save this broken girl

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hay guyssss ..ok this is the first chapter of my story 

i know its not that good but please give this story a chance PLZZZZ:)

tell me what do you think :D

thx for reading 

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love 

Gharam