Save The Broken Girl

Chapter 6

A confused and shocked Selen was setting in her room on her bed, did her older brother who always acted like a jerk to her just complement her ?!

did he change and start liking his sister ?did he start caring ? ,Selen couldn't help the huge smile that formed on her lips, if her brother really changed and start being nice to her she will feel more comfortable in the house, she will have someone here who care about her, who will be here for her to help her up when she is down .

opening her school bag to start on her English homework's ,she start thinking of Chase which caused another smile to form on her lips, he how is so nice to her ,and how today he showed that he care when he asked her what's wrong , how her crush on him start to grow each day that pass of them seeing and talking to each others .

"Dinner" she heard her mother call from downstairs, a happy girl got up and walked down for dinner ,

she took her seat and looked around to see who's here ,to see everybody but her dad 

"where is dad ?" She asked Rabia , who groaned and replied 

"late shift today " she nodded and start eating her food sad that her dad isn't here.

"so mom.." James started to talk to his mother

"yes sweetie " Cameron smiled at her son 

"Selen has great news to tell " James said smiling big at Selen, She thought that he was being nice, he made it seem a nice smile with his innocent face, Cameron looked at Selen waiting for her to tell the news she has ,

"hmm, i've got 96 in my history exam" a nervous yet happy Selen said ,he mother expression turned to be a angry one 

"96?!what the fuck Selen!!" she yelled ,Selen was shocked ,why would she be that mad ,oh right ..

"you are an idiot bitch , a shame , of cours you wouldn't be able to get a high grade " Selen waited for her older brother to stand up for her,but when she look to his way ,hot tears formed in her  brown eyes , he was smirking at her , the same evil smirk she saw millions of time before .

She stood up without saying a word and ran to her room , to her shelter ,she got in and locked the door behind her .

how could she be so stupid ?!! , of course he won't change and be nice, of course he was planning to this, he always was a jerk and will always be a one !

a broken selen walked to her bed laying on it crying so loud that it turned to heart breaking sobs ,she looked again to the place where she hid her razor ,she opened the drawer,and got it out.

this time it was different than last week, last time she was not sure if she want to do it , but this time she wanted to feel that pain and even more pain of it , because she deserve it , 

she made the first cut , 'that's for being stupid and believing in James'  

she made another cut ,' this one for being not enough ,for being a shame ''

A broken selen that is now with new two cuts sat on her bed crying with  tears falling down like heavy rain till she fall asleep visting dream land .

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Days has come and gone and still a broken girl with a huge smile go to the school and do her best ,everyone looked at her and were jealous of how much happy she was , they bought it , that's what selen wanted ,but just one person knew that she is hiding sadness behind that smile , one guy goes with the name Chase.

The other day when they were walking together in the school halls he accidentally saw the scars on her hand , she didn't even notice him ,she still didn't know that he knows her secret .