two days has passed and Selen wanted to tell Chase , but each time she tried to tell him she gets scared and doesn't do it ,today she wanted to try again and tell him and hopefully she will do it this time.
She was walking in school with Chase holding hands talking and smiling at each other , when the devil herself came ...Hannah.
"hey Chase " she said ignoring selen
"hey Hannah" he replied awkwardly , then looked at his girlfriend to make sure she is OK.
"so how have you been ?" Hannah asked again touching his arm , trying to make a conversation with Chase to annoy Selen ,but Chase shrugged her arm away and giving her a look saying that he knows what she is doing and she better stops ,
all the time Selen was looking away because she didn't want to look at Hanna flirt with her own boyfriend ,why can't she just tell Hannah to Fuck OFF!, why can't she tell her that Chase is hers and that she should leave ? , because she can't ,because she was scared of what might Hannah do ,
" well we should go ,we are late for class " Selen heard Chase say to Hannah before they started walking again .
she felt his arm rap around her pulling her closer to him , she couldn't help that small smile from appearing on her face , she looked at Chase's face while they walked and saw the same smile on his face , the one that shows that he is happy, which he was .
He was happy because she was smiling , and he knew that it was a real smile , she was tense but when he pulled her closer she relaxed ,how much he wishes that she will open up to him .
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All day Selen was trying to get herself to tell Chase but every time she will get scared and not do it , and Chase noticed that something was wrong with his girlfriend , so when they were walking back home he asked her
" is there something wrong " he looked at Selen and she looked like she didn't hear him , she looked like she was thinking deeply.
"selen" he called her name, a second later she looked at him
"huh ?" she asked confused
"what's wrong ?" he asked again ,
" nothing is wrong" she said and looked away from him , which was a sign that she was lying now .
"bullshit , " he said as he start walking to the park that she just walked through , he pulled selen along with him and signaled to her to sit with him ."now tell me whats wrong" he asked again
"nothin-" he cut her off " don't lie "
she looked away as she asked
"if i tell you ,will you promise to never leave ? to understand me ?"
"i promise " he said sincerely
so she started telling her story
"well, you already know i have two brothers and one sister " he nodded
"i had another brother too ,you maybe heard of him " Chase looked confused for a second when he remembered the boy who died in a car accident a couple of years ago when he was on his way with his father and his twin sister , the girl and the father survived though.
he nodded , holding her hand
she knew that he remembered her brother now , so went to the second thing
" to be honest ,i don't know how to say this ,,but i don't have the best family , my mother and sibilings hates me , and i wish i know why , all i know they hated me more after my brother passed away ,my father is cool though , but he is hardly at home so it's mostly hate " she said looking down at the ground ,while Chase looked at her sceezing her hand telling her it will be okay ,
he now partly understands why she cuts , he knew it will be so hard on her to admit to him that she cuts so he did what he did next .
h pulled her shirt sleeves up and turned her arm to see the scars , Selen looked at him shocked , she didn't know he knew !
"why do you do that ?" he asked her
she looked away and bite on her lip trying so hard not to cry
" because i deserve it "
" no you don't " he said back
" yes i do Chase , i'm stupid , ugly ,fat ,bitch and slut , i'm shame and disappointment -" he wanted her to shut up so he kissed her
" you are not " he said when he pulled away " you are the most beautiful girl i ever seen , you are smart too , did you see your grades!! and sure as hell you are not a bitch nor a slut or anything of what you said "
Lies , Lies and more lies , this what Selen was thinking of , he was only probably telling her this just to make her feel better , and after he go home he will probably text her telling her that they are over , he is just nice he won't do it now ,
but
he knew about her scars , if he wanted to leave he would've left when he knew about them , maybe , just maybe , he does care ...
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so hey guys , well,, if you didn't notice i start writing this book again , so i hope you liked this chapter..
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Gharam :)
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Save The Broken Girl
Teen Fictionshe was the type of girl who will be smiling all the time , she will put others before herself, she liked to make others happy , people look at her and think 'damn ,that girl is lucky , she is always happy'' but what people didn't know that behind e...
