Please Don't Leave...(Boku No Hero Academy Fanfic)

Chapter 10

Authors note- After 9 chapters it finally gets to the exam lmao

*Shizuku's POV of doooooooom*

Well shit, today is the day for the exam.

Fuck my life.

I've been awake for almost 5 days now and I'm going to an exam... I feel stupid now. Welp, to get sleep I need to get the exam over with so no going easy on this test I guess. I cracked my knuckles at the thought and got dressed for the upcoming exam.

Don't worry, it's 5 in the morning so I have  plenty of time to get there.

Wait... Why am I talking to myself? (oh no, she's onto us. RUUUUN BITCH RUUUUUUUUUUUN- yeah imma stop now lmao)

While I'm waiting I'm just gonna watch tv until then and bawl my eyes out when an animal dies..

*Timeskip of bawling with a straight face lmao*

Welp, I guess It's time to go to the exams.... This is gonna be a pain in the ass isn't it? It probably is. Everything is a pain in the ass.

Walking out of my house after weeks of isolation really fucks up your eyes. Thank god I'm wearing a jacket with a hoodie. Covering my eyes with the hoodie I walked to the academy thingy.

The only thing I worry about is if I'll be on time. It would be embarrassing to be late. Sadly, that's one of the few things that get me embarrassed. I wish it was something else but I would be afraid what would it be. W-What if I am suddenly afraid of spiders? Now THAT would be embarrassing.

Walking through the gates to U.A. I noticed a familiar face about to fall...

Get me some popcorn I wanna see this.

As I was watching midoriya falling in slow motion with a terrified expression, I was sitting here almost laughing my ass off at how cheesy this scene is. Midoriya is so clumsy it's cute to be honest with you. He is cute to begin with but seeing his terrified expression started to make me blush a little. What is wrong with my emotions today? Am I bipolar or something? Am I crazy to have these random and weird mood changes? Maybe I should see a therapist or something too see what is wrong. Nah, that would be too hard.

Plus I'm broke.

Midway as he was falling an unfamiliar girl stopped him from falling to his fucking doom. Damn, I was hoping too see this too. That was the only thing I was looking forward to today.

Why the hell am I wanting to go to this school anyways? Me and midoriya aren't friends anymore. I'm pretty sure All Might is suspicious of me after the training from 10 months ago. Everything is going to hell for me right now and all I'm doing is doing a fucking test to get into a preppy ass school. 

I need to get my thoughts straight so I can fucking make the right decision for once.

Maybe I want to join this school because my parents are villains? To be honest I would probably be better at being a villain than a super hero. It sounds better than being a hero anyways. 

I should stop thinking right now and not be late for the assembly.

Shaking my thoughts away I walked into the school and sat down into an empty seat. 

The whole time I listened was so awkward.

I guess I picked the wrong seat and I had to sit by fucking asshole over here who was also next to midoriya. It was so awkward.

Oh, I was also called out by a random person after midoriya. " In addition, you over there with the curly hair-" Midoroya pointed to himself timidly. " You've been muttering this whole time. It's distracting!" He then pointed to me. "And you!  You look like you don't wanna be here. If you're here on a pleasure trip, then you should leave immediately!" I scoffed while midoriya covered his mouth while saying sorry to him.

I kinda feel bad for midoriya.... But, he hasn't even tried to talk to me this whole time.

I know I've missed a lot of school days in the past 10 months but that doesn't mean he's completely forgotten about me, right? If he has.... then I'll be very sad.

After Present Mic was done doing his speech we where sent of into different buses to get to the exam site. But since karma hates my guts, it decided to put me on the same bus with midoriya....

Fuck this shit.

I don't wanna do this anymore, I just wanna go home. I'm tired of people staring at me weirdly. I'm tired. Maybe staying up for about 4 days straight wasn't a good idea? What am I talking about, it was never a good idea to begin with.

As the bus suddenly stopped, we slowly got off the bus and to the entrance of the exam site. 

Holy shit I'm so terrified right now. I'm starting to shake right now. Holy shit. Where is shadow when I need her? I need her right now. Why isn't she comforting me like she used to? Why?

Why?

I guess I'll never know the answer.

After my little break down I focused and listened to the annoying chatter of the other people in the exams. I turned and saw that midoriya was also as nervous as I was. Surprisingly, I kinda felt bad for him.

Kinda, which means a sliver for me.

Any word I say can mean anything to anyone if you think about it. Same goes for other people witch means you never know anything that comes your way.

It's better to avoid it than be in the crossfire of it all.

Well, that's what I think at least.

Back to the present, it was almost time to start but a timer never went off or anything.

Oh, I guess in a real life situation timers aren't used for shit are they? Maybe I should start walking now.... Naw I'll just wait with them so I don't cause attention to myself.

*cliffhanger I guess lol*

Authors note- Sorry for not updating for 8 days ;-; I am very sowwy okai? I'll try to update faster but it'll probably be pretty difficult for me I guess :v Comment if you guys want me to update faster cx