i don't have a scolex oneshot book and i won't make one. but here's my first ever scolex oneshot
scott's pov.
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I remember the first time you gave me those roses. I remember the kisses I gave you before I got a good look at them. How happy I was told hold them. I remember looking at them in awe. The beautiful yellow to red the roses. I saw how vibrant they were. How full of life they were. They looked too perfect.
Now, I look at the roses and see nothing but decaying beauty. The once vibrant yellow roses, now dried up. The deep red roses, now shrivelled up. I look at them and still see beauty. for our relationship was once beautiful.
There were times that our relationship wasn't beautiful. Disgusting. Shameful. Ugly. Times full of our blood, sweat and tears. Those times where we would be at it for hours. One of us would end up hurt. The police would have to come. Times where we'd use passion as our middle ground. Thinking physical contact would mend our relationship. Times where I'd be on my knees begging for you not to leave. Tears streaming down my face. Times where I'd be so vulnerable. Bringing down my guard just for you to see the real me. For you to see how much I need you.
But you're gone now. You couldn't accept the real me. You didn't want the real me. Just remember I still love you. I've still kept these roses. These decaying roses. Without care, will die. Without you, I will die. The roses and I are one. We'll die without care. I need you back before it kills me.
The roses were perfect. I thought they'd last forever. But now they're dying. I thought we were perfect. I thought we'd last forever. But now it feels like I'm dying without you.
