Death Of Love

Chapter 4

A/n eekkk 2 updates in one day! Okay so, this is going to be a different way of writing. It's going to be how Jupiter feels and what she's going through, but it's going to still have dialog and stuff. Enjoy! xoxoxosky

I felt my heart fall and break, started on the floor.

"I have an idea, but I know we both won't like it." You texted me

"Well, what is it?" I asked, scared to death.

"We break up until it's not bad to be with each other."

Oh god. No.

He's leaving. I depended everything on him. Oh my. I'll always miss him, I'll remember him. The way he looked at me with shallow eyes, that suddenly lit up when we kissed. The way his hands fit in my hips.

And I don't need this. I need him. He's all I want and all I really have. Landon, don't go. Don't leave. It's been 3 days of us dating and I can't feel a thing. I'm numb without you, I can't feel anything at all. My limbs go weak and my palms are so are my feet.

I knew loving him was a bad idea. I knew he was a bad idea.

See, I fucking told you so. This was all coming down and I knew it. I told you, I fucking told you. Why can't you listen to me for once ?

This was it. I can't do this, I can't live with myself without him. He made me happy, and I depended my happiness on him. But now he's gone and so is my happiness.

You see, I knew all along fairytales were fake. They never lasted, nobody got a happy ending, everyone ended up alone. Even I did, or at least I will.

Love is just a stupid dream, and I can't wake up from it.

Landon, please help me. Please come back. I don't want to wake up.

A/n I'm actually crying as I writing this tf. But I hope you like it! Tune in next time on Death Of Love! xoxoxosky