Death Of Love

Chapter 6

It's dark, so dark. The curtains are closed, the lights are off, everyone is asleep.

It's 4 a.m., everyone is asleep, and I haven't gotten one once of it.

All I can do is think and cry.

You're messing up. You've messed up. He's gone and he's never coming back.

I cry harder.

I need sleep, something I can't get. It reminds me of you. I need you but I can't have you.

And I mean, we still tall like everyday but it's not the same way.

I can't get enough of you, I just can't. Your kiss is on my tongue and your touch is all over my body.

I can't fucking breathe anymore. You made me feel so much better and you made lungs work right and my heart beat normal and my body not shake, you got me out of my old habits. But now you're gone and so is my breath, my normal heart beat, my non-shaking body, and my old habits are coming back slowly.

Landon, please come back, oh god. You make me work right.

Maybe writing will help you. It always has, seeing as I haven't.

I started to write, just then. I'm going to write a letter to him.

Landon,

Well, hello. I need to tell you a few things.

First: I love you. I'm in love with you. You gave me something to live for, someone to die for, you gave me the world.

Without you, it's hard to breathe right. My hands shake more, my breaths are unsteady, and my heart aches more.

Please come back.

Second: I miss you. I miss your kisses, your touch, you're scent, I miss everything about you. I miss the way you made me feel so alive.

I didn't feel like I was dying anymore, but then you left and took all of me with you, just leaving me with an unsteady body.

Third: thank you. Thank you for showing me what true love is. Thank you for leaving such a big impact on me, thank you for showing me what I needed. Just. Oh god thank you.

I better stop writing to you now, I'm sorry.

Please, just come back. I miss you. I love you.

No long yours,

Jupiter.

That's it. I can't do this. I need sleep, so I went to the kitchen and took a sleeping pill. As I went back into my room, I fell asleep, for the first time in 2 weeks since you've left.

A/n hey guys, I have nothing better to do so why not write ? Aha point out errors as you will! I love you all! Tune in soon to find out what happens! xoxoxosky