You came back for a day.
Only one day to get what you wanted.
I always knew this was going to happen, but not this soon.
You asked to hang out, so I decided to say yes. Later on, I called my mother telling her I'm staying the night at Emma's.
Ha, what a lie. Me and Landon are getting a hotel room. Just for the night though. And oh god I'm terrified.
As we lay down on the bad, you start to kiss me. This was it. I knew this was going to happen.
You start to pull off my shirt, as I'm tugging down your pants.
I hate this. But this was it. I'm losing my virginity tonight.
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I woke up the next morning laying next to you. I was happy, until I remembered the events from last night. We had sex.
I was terrified of my mother finding out, she would kill me.
12 years old and having sex.
But it had happened, and now I'm even more scared because we hadn't used a condom.
Fuck fuck you had sex. What are you, stupid ? Jesus Christ.
I woke up Landon, as he just smiled up at me.
He said we should probably get going so my mom didn't worry.
That was the last time I talked to him for a year.
A/n idk how to feel about this chapter. I'm sorry it's so short but oh well.
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Death Of Love
RomanceIf this is what love feels like, I'd rather not feel at all. Photo cover credit: Trent Stine