Once Upon A Summer Series 2 (A John and Lenny Fanfic)

Chapter 9

Emilys POV

Starbucks wasn't far but we still took a cab. When we got out me and John where the first to go in Starbucks. The little bell I like went off. But it didn't make me happy and joyful like it always does. I told John what I wanted then went to a table for 4. Sam Lenny and John stayed up by the cashier. I was pretty bummed about Sam. But something else was bothering me. I honestly didn't know where me and John are going in our relationship. Yes. I enjoy the things we do and what he does. But it's not going anywhere. I don't know what to do or say. I just bottle up my emotions. I guess I was daydreaming and in lost of thought because John sat beside me sliding my doughnut and hot cocoa in front of me. Sam and Len where on the other side of the table. John got the same thing as me. Lenny and Sam didn't get anything. "Do we have any gigs in Aussie?" Lenny finally spoke up. Everyones eyes went to Len. "I don't think so. Paris was the last thing. On the um..that thingo. The clipboard." I said studdering a little. He nodded his head. We spent at least an hour talking then we went back to the hotel and got our things. When me and John where alone in our bedroom he asked "Whats on your mind?" He cupped my face and looked in my eyes. I didn't know what to say. "And don't tell me its cause Sam. Its something else. I know it." I looked at him. "Where are we going in this relationship?" I asked. He didn't answer. He just looked at me confused. "I love what we do and what you do as my boyfriend but really. Where are we going in our relationship?" I asked. I felt my eyes water up. I was scared. He looked at me. Kind of upset-like. "I..I don't know." He whispered. "I'm sorry." I whispered back. I leaned in and let my head lie inbetween his neck and shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me and did the same with his head. "I'll try more." He whispered. That was the last we said. We stood there together for a while then we got our things and left to the airport with Len and Sam. When we entered the planed I did what I always do. I moved the arm of the chair and cuddled John. We had a warm blanket on that John got me a while ago. "I'm sorry too.." He whispered in my ear. And that was the last he said for a while.

Johns POV

I kept trying to think how I could make this relationship go somewhere. It hurt what Em said but I agree. I have to do something for her. Something that will change that statement. I leaned my head on the top of her head and closed my eyes. I felt her move a little but then she stopped I felt her hands filter through mine. That warmed me a little. I could neve stay hurt or mad at her. But I still have to find a way to make her happier.