4. 2am Caraphernelia

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I'm destructive when I'm angry, and I know you know
I want mountains under my feet and blood on my hands
I want chaos and screams
All I have is a pen

What we had
This unbreakable bond
Shattered across the night sky
My fragile psyche all broken and bent
As I bleed out due to the shards and I cry
You don't care
We aren't even friends

They've gone past you
These useless indirects
You're not you and I'm not me
I've discovered in this broken reality
Now it's past two and I curse that damned thief
She didn't steal you at all, yet I'm left with this grief
You were hers in the first place
Not mine to keep
I was blind
I cared too much
But I still deserve this retribution

You left me
Ripped me open
Pulled out the rug
So suddenly
I didn't have time and fell to the sea
I lost what was never mine
Now I've got nothing to show
But
A broken heart
An angry soul

I want you back
That's easy to see
But nothing's right
Between you and me
I wish it was
But the rift's too big
For either of us to climb over

I wish I could be more vague
I know I'm always so obvious
But I can't and I can't and I can't and
I
Can't

So take this from me to you
Do as you please
Just never
Ever
Ever
EVER
Forget me

Since it was your choice to leave me with these memories
To choose her over me
To crack in half my soul
But I guess it's for the best
Now that I'm so damn cold

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